Hi! This is my first fanfic! Tell me is it sucks. Oh Yeah, it is a Embry imprint story!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything twilight-y! THAT belongs to Stephanie Meyer. But oh, a girl can dream.

I sighed while I just stared out of the window. That's all I've been doing for five hours now. My sister tried many times to start a conversation. "Kelly..." She sighed. I just ignored her, like I've been doing for two months now. I haven't talked to anyone in two months. Not since he died. No, I can't even think about him. It hurts to bad.

Sometimes I feel bad for her, for Katie. She lost him too. But she tries to be okay. I don't even think about moving on.

Maybe I should start over, explain. My birth name is Kelly Christensen, Katie is my sister. I'm sixteen years old and Katie is twenty. You probably don't care about that so I'm cutting it short. Two months ago, my boyfriend died. He was Katies best friend.

Anyway, he got killed by some kids. Why, you may ask? Because of me. He got murdered because of me. That's also why I don't talk. How can I talk when I did so, the love of my life got killed. In front my own eyes?

So, now I'm sitting in the little Volvo till my sister, just watching out of the window, and ignoring my sister. Suddenly I saw a sign saying Welcome to La Push! Yeah, we're here! I thought sarcastically to myself. La Push. The place we're hiding in. I know it's stupid to say hiding but seriously, Katie is afraid they will come for me or something so now we're hiding?

No one knows the whole story. Not even Katie. But she knows enough. She knows the bastards who killed him are after me too. Why, I don't know. He did. Chris. I cringed at the name, Chris, dear Chris, also known as my boyfriend, or if that's not enough, the love of my life.

When Katie pulled up in a little drive way, I couldn't help but snort. If she thought I'd be happy here, she dead wrong.

I got quickly my bags in the house, and I hate to admit it, it was nicer inside than outside.

I turned my back on Katie and walked up the stairs' to my room, and didn't even bother unpacking; I just lay down on the bed. I do not want to sleep, the nightmares just haunts me.

So… What to do? I'm not scared of the dirt-bags who killed my Chris, like Katie is, but I don't want to go outside. So I just took the picture of me and Chris at the beach somewhere, and looked at him with tears in my eyes.

So I just sit there. Crying, and looking at a picture of my dead boyfriend. I miss him!

I don't know how long I lied there with the picture clutched to my heart, but at some time Katie came in and hugged me, and somehow, I fell asleep.

"Who are you??" I screamed helplessly. The five boys just looked at me with cocky grins on their faces. I was now in a corner, and terrified. "Bring him in, Jackson" the tall, blond guy said.

And in came Chris and another dude. "Chris" I screamed. He looked at me helplessly and just mouthed 'I love you' to me.

Then he blacked out.

"What do you want? Please, leave us alone!" I kept begging. It wasn't like me to beg. But I would do everything for Chris.

I was so scared. The guys just laughed at me. I felt something cold and sharp against my neck and I gulped loudly. The blonde guy looked down to me and said "Be quiet and you'll be all right, love." I just nodded, and the tears kept streaming down my face.

He dropped me down to the floor and walked to Chris with a gun in his hand. "Say goodbye Chris" he said calm and he trigged the gun. All I heard was a loud bang, and it was gone. Chris is gone.

Then the blond guy came back to me, pulling me up to the wall and started kissing me roughly. I tried to say no, but he just slapped me. He started taking off my tee shirt and…

"KELLY!!" I heard Katie's voice scream out for me. "Wake up; we're going down to the beach today." I jumped out of the bed and walked into the bathroom. I knew Katie didn't really want to go out today, but she wanted it to be as normal for me as possible. And she knew how much I loved the sea.

I splashed some water in my face and I pulled on some clothes. Just sweats. Its not like I'm planning on dress up for someone. I don't really care what other people think of me.

I took my hair in a bun and walked down to Katie.

"Did you sleep well, Kelly" She asked carefully. I just shook my head no. She sighed, and gave me a toast. I just looked at it and gave her an I'm-not-eating-that look. "You need food Kells" She said. I just took an apple and gave her the Are-you-happy-now look. She just sighed, grabbed the car keys and walked outside.

When we got there, we parked the car and got to the part of the beach which was almost empty. I sat gracefully down in the sand and watched out to the ocean. We sat there for a while.

Katie left after some time, because she was cold, but I stayed there, saying I would come home later.

I didn't even know I was crying when I felt the tears running. I quickly dried the tears and got up.

I ran on the beach on the way home. I just wanted to go home, crying. My eyes filled with tears again as I ran. Suddenly, I felt an immense pain in my ribs, and I was on the ground.

"Are you okay?" I heard a low, husky voice saying.

I just stared at them, seven freakishly tall guys and two girls', did I tell you, their also unbelievable beautiful, like models.

I just shook my head honestly. "My name is Jacob Black, and this is Quil, Paul, Jared, Sam, Seth, and Embry. The girls are Kim and Emily" I heard a lot of hello's and hi's. I just stared at them, a little scared.

When I looked at all the people, I noticed one guy, Embry, staring intensely at me. I met his gaze, and I held it. I couldn't look away. And he had so beautiful eyes; I just drowned in them… Whoa! What? You can't think like that! Think of Chris!! You're just forgetting about him?? I shook my head at that.

"What's you're name?" The guy named Jared said. I just kept shaking my head, and started walking backwards. "Where are you going?" I heard they ask, but I couldn't hear who, because I had turned away, and started running.

When I got home, Katie wasn't there. She had left a note though. She was out buying things for school tomorrow for me. I knew I didn't deserve a sister like her. I fell asleep on the couch, back to the nightmares.

Here it is, I know it's not much, and probably done many times but… whatever!!!

Please review and tell me what you think :D

Over and out ;)

~Ali~