I cant love.
Chapter
1.
A longhaired male of white eyes walked trough the Konoha streets thinking about what he was about to do. He headed for the floor shop he knew was property of the Yamanaka family in hopes of receiving the help of the blonde.
"Oh, good afternoon Neji" greeted him the blonde whit a big smile when he entered.
"Good afternoon" saluted Neji in a polite manner.
"And, what can I do for you this evening?" asked the blond following him through all the shop.
"I want to ask you a favor."
"A favor?" repeated the blond shocked.
"Yeah, I need you to tell me something"
"Of course Neji, you can ask me anything, after all you are a great friend of Shikamaru and all of us"
"Well I just need to know…"
"Yes?"
"What are the favorite flowers of Shikamaru?" he asked in a rapid manner.
"The… favorite flowers… of… Shikamaru…?" repeated the blond again shocked.
Neji nodded slightly hopping to receive soon the answer and receiving a big hug from the blonde instead.
"I'm so proud of you Neji, I can't believe you are finally going to tell him your feelings!"
"Yeah, yeah, now let go of me" said Neji trying to get away from the hug that reminded him of the hugs he so often received from Gai-sensei and Lee.
"Okay, now let see, Shikamaru-kun favorite flowers are the white roses, and you are lucky, we just received a new package of those and I can assure they are so beautiful that Shikamaru-kun will love them" said the blonde guided him to another part of the store where you could see hundreds of white roses in different vases "what do you think?" she asked appearing very proud.
"They are perfect, I'll take a dozen" said Neji observing the flowers.
Ino smiled even more and tacked the flowers to the counter to put them in a beautiful bouquet.
"Here you are, and don't worry about the price they are on the house" smiled Ino giving him the bouquet.
"Thanks" Neji smiled a little going out the door.
"Good luck" shouted the blonde from the counter whit a big smile.
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He opened his eyes seeing he was alone one more time, he tried to get up but a pain he had suffered so many times before stopped him, he suppressed a whimper of pain and again he laid down whit his face in his pillow starting to cry quietly.
"Crying again Shika-chan?" asked somebody placing a hand on his shoulder.
"Shut up bastard" said Shikamaru in an angry voice stopping his crying instantly "weren't you out of here already?" he asked trying to sound indifferent.
"Oh, but I love to spend time whit you Shika-chan" said the voice in a quiet tone.
"But I do not, so get out."
Shikamaru felt how after these words he was violently turned and a body accommodated above him stopping him from moving.
"Let go of me bastard!" he shouted trying to get the body off of him although every time he moved he sensed the pain in all his glory.
"Stop moving!" shouted the person smacking him in the check whit great force effectible calming Shikamaru "that's better, I tough you had already understood that it isn't worth you fight against me Shika-chan, and if you do it you only provoke me to harm you" he whispered licking slowly Shikamaru´s harmed check.
"Please... let go of me… please" begged Shikamaru trying to stop his tears.
"And you look so cute when you are frighten" said the person seen his eyes "well I have to go, you know I have things to do, oh and before I forget I have almost completed the jutsu that will allow you to gave mi kids Shika-chan" he said removing himself from Shikamaru and going out the window.
Shikamaru calmed himself the most he could and stayed in the bed still trying to stop his tears, the person ho had departure trough his window had finally broken him, broken him how he wanted since the beginning, and he couldn't go on like this, he couldn't go on surfing that same pain every day of the week, and he couldn't defiantly couldn't had the kids of that bastard, and he knew there was only one way to put an end to all this. So he took the kunnai he always had in his nightstand in case of an emergency and he sit down against the head of his bead for balance, he also took a piece of paper and a pen writing something in it and folding it to put it in the nightstand again. He put his left hand below his right hand that had the kunnai and whit all the force he could master cut his wrist, the whit the force he had left in his left hand took the kunnai in it and cut the right wrist. He watched as the blood leaved his body, he closed his eyes thinking of all the pain he had suffered, though of all his friends like saying good bye to them, though of a pare of white eyes that belonged to the person that was most important to him, of the person he would have wanted to spend the rest of his life whit, but he was tainted and he knew that even if he lived he couldn't be whit him, he felled how although his eyes were closed the tears that he had stopped now runed freely in his cheeks.
When he tried to move his arms to wipe the tears away this didn't respond, and so he smiled weakly, that mean he had cut a tendon and he would be dead in some minutes.
"Good bye friends… good bye Neji…" he whispered waiting death to come for him.
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Neji arrived to the small house where the Nara lived at the moment, since his fathers practically kicked him out of the house. He squeezed the flowers in his right hand and went to the door trough a small garden that the Nara had planted since day one, he stopped in front of the door and trying to calm his nerves knocked softly. Nothing. He knocked again a little harder this time. Still nothing. Okay this was slightly worrying he had gone to the Hokage to make sure the Nara wasn't on any mission, and the Nara didn't get up so early on his free days, not even to go watch the clouds. He knocked for third time this time even harder than last time almost breaking the door. And still no sign of nothing.
"¡NARA, I KNOW YOU ARE IN THERE, OPEN UP!" he exclaimed without stopping his knocking.
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Shikamaru opened his eyes a little bit when he heard de voice of the Hyuuga in the distance.
"¿Ne… ji…" he asked himself whit a voice more quiet that normal.
He could hear the constant knocking on his door and the distant shouting from the Hyuuga although every second more distant and weakly. He smiled sadly. He didn't want to be Neji to find him like this, because he knew the Hyuuga wouldn't last long until he broke trough his door and entered to his house on force, and when he did that luckily it would be to late. He again closed his eyes staring to lose his conscience little by little, feeling how the dark graphed him.
"Good bye… Neji…" he whispered again sinking in the darkness that was around him.
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Neji was very furious at the time, so when the door still not opened he took a step back and kicked it out of his place and into the floor. He run to the interior of the house and searched the first floor without result, so next he went upstairs and open every door reveling different rooms but not the room of the Nara, he only had left on door to try and he knew that was the correct, he tried to open discovering it was close, so taking a few steps back he kicked that door to out of his place too, and finally entered the room in a hurry.
The vision he found left him static for a couple of seconds, there in his bed was the Nara whit his eyes close and arms at the sides of his body covered in a crimson liquid that every second it was less. He run to the side of the bed seeing in the nightstand a card that was clearly addressed to him, so he took it an put it in his pockets, and then he took the Nara in his arms carrying him bridal stile and jumped out of the window landing outside of the house, and started running to the hospital, he run and run without looking who he passes, he run without looking the looks of preoccupation Ino and Chouji that in that moment were going to the Nara house to investigate what had happened, de run without looking how Naruto after getting out of the ramen shop put the eyes like plates after seeing the bleeding Shikamaru in his arms, he run without seeing how his cousin almost fainted when he saw the state of Shikamaru while Kiba and Shino tried to calm her equally surprised, he run without hearing his teammates yelling at him, he run without seeing how the Uchiha looked at them static when they passed, he run without noticing how all that people was behind him equally preoccupied, he run without noticing the furious gaze on him and furious and frustrate on Shikamaru of one of the persons behind him, he run desperate trying to arrive to the hospital on time, he run hoping to save the life of the one he loved, he run hoping to see those bored eyes looking at the clouds, he run feeling how his own life started to end as he felled the every second more weak heartbeat of that in his arms…
TBC...
-Cristal—And here it is my new story that is a NejixShika and a ¿?xShika, now I know the fuirst chapter was small, but its just the introduction to see if you like it, and I will try to make the rest of the chapters more big.
-Naruto—Hey, Cristal, is Shika-chan going to dye?
-Cristal—Of course…
-Neji—CRISTAL, THIS TIME YOU ARE GOING TO DIE.
-Cristal—And here come Neji to protest—sigh.
-Neji—IF SHIKA-CHAN DIES BELIVE ME THAT YOU ARE GOING TO DIE IN THE MOST SLOWLY PAINFULL AND HUMILIATING FORM THAT I CAN THIN ABOUT!—trying to choke her—AND WATH IS THAT SOMEBODY IS TOUCHING MY, DO YOU UNDERSTAND, MY SHIKA-CHAN!
-Cristal—Neji, please calm down, first I can ashore you that he isn't going to dye, at lest not right now, and second don't worry that person is going to suffer the most cruel form I can thin of, and taking aboute that—talking to the public—who do you think is the one that touches Shika-chan that form?, Who had touched something that is from Hyuuga Neji?, It seems is somebody from his group of friend, Who coud it be?, Well I guess youll have to wait and see, I wait your reviews, JA NE!
-Naruto—Belive it!
-Neji—Hpm.