So.
Fanficion decided to delete my account. And, yes, I do realise my stories were more than M rated. Yes, I admit it. I broke the fucking rules. I'm breaking the fucking rules right now, by saying that the fucking rules fucking suck.
I am a lady, and this is the only amount of swearing I will allow myself.
There are tons of stories out there that are filled with smut, and straight out porn...I like to think that my stories were more than that. I like to think that the people that read them were not just looking for a cheap thrill. But then again, I do freely admit it, I broke the rules. Good for them for catching me out. YAY! GO FFnet! You deleted the account of one of the most poplular writers on this fandom (sorry for the conceit). I wonder...did the person that delete it even bother reading one of my stories?
They certainly didn't bother giving me any warning, that's for sure.
I am bitter, as any of you can see. It's not the stories I grieve for...it's the reviews. All those wonderfull people, all of you, that took the time to tell me what they thought of my writing. I mourn the loss of those reviews like I would mourn losing a good friend. I feel like somebody just killed my babies, and then pissed on the opinions of the people that loved them. I feel like all your opinions mattered for nothing. And they DID, damn it! they meant the world to me!
I'll stop before I start crying.
As for the person that reported me -because someone reported me- all I can say is this:
No good deed goes unpunished. I hope you get what you deserve. It won't be by me, because I can't be bothered with such petiness, but karma is a nasty bitch and you've gathered heaps of bad, bad karma. May you enjoy it.
I don't know if I will be moving all my stories to Achive of our Own. I already have an account there, under the name of Hatsepsut, but...it won't be the same.I will never get the excitement of meeting all of you back. I will never get back the feeling I had on this site : that everyone here was a friend, a friend with common interests, common obsessions and a shared love for DA; in short, my family.
Hatsepsut salutes you all. I love you all, and wish you all the best. If any of you want my email info to keep in touch, sent me a PM.
A final word: this sucks balls. And if decides this little text breaks the rules and must be taken down, well, up theirs.