Kagome and Inuyasha were official, in the human, and demon terms. Kagome was marked, she belonged to Inuyasha now and no demon could ever take her. After their little run in with Kouga, they decided they needed to go back to Kagome's time for a little bit so she could rest. Being marked is painful.
One thing troubled Kaogme's mind. She knew she loved Inuyasha, she was now marked as his, and she knew she would never leave him. So, what was preventing them from taking their relationship farther than just making out. She knew Inuyasha wanted to. Every time though that he tried to take the next step beyond just making out, Kagome would stop him.
She was afraid.
Inuyasha couldn't figure out why she kept pushing him away like that, and honestly it was starting to annoy him. But he loved her, and he wasn't going to push her farther than she was comfortable with. When she wanted to, they would be intimate when she wanted to.
It was Sunday, and Kagome was studying for school. She had been gone for awhile so she was a little ways behind in her studying. Inuyasha was restless just sitting on her bed watching her. He was so bored just waiting, he wanted Kagome with him on that bed. In that bed, she smelled great tonight.
Kagome finally had enough with Inuyasha staring holes into her. She stood up and turned to look at him.
"Inuyasha…stop staring at me." She huffed.
"Why?" Inuyasha cocked an eyebrow.
"Because it's distracting." Kagome folded her arms across her chest. Inuyasha watched the way it made them bulge a little. His eyes fell and stared now at her chest.
"Inuyasha! Stop staring at my chest!" Kagome yelled at him.
"Uh…oh sorry." Inuyasha looked away. Kagome just sighed and sat down next to him on the bed. She knew he how he felt. They were alone in the house but just for another couple hours. Kagome allowed Inuyasha to wrap his arms around her and hold her for a little bit. She needed a little distraction from homework.
"I'm going to go make some tea." She said and stood up from the bed. She didn't make it very far away though before she heard Inuyasha standing from the bed too.
"Kagome." Inuyasha whispered in her ear. His arms wrapped around her from behind and pulled her into his grasp. She leaned against him with a satisfied sigh and put her hands over his. She pulled his arms up, till they were right below her chest. His heart quickened as he became excited.
He lowered his mouth down to her neck and started kissing her delicately. A pleasured moan quietly escaped her lips. She her head to the side allowing him more room to show his affection. Her hands tighten around his and her knee's begin to go weak.
"In...u…ya…sha." Kagome moaned. It felt so good. She didn't want him to stop ever. She turned around in his grasp and put her lips on his. Her neck had enough, now her lips were hungry for his. They kiss passionately, ravaging each other. Kagome rakes her hands through his long white silvery white hair. They back up towards her bed and fall down onto it. Kagome's heart jumps into her throat.
"Inu…yash." She says between kisses. Inuyasha pays no mind and keeps kissing her.
"Inuyasha." She tries again, placing her hands on his chest pushing a little. He stops and supports himself with his arms holding him up on either side of her body.
"What's wrong?" He asks, worried that he went too far. "Did I…"
"No…no." Kagome sighed. "I really, really enjoyed that. A little too much is the problem…I think." She sighs and lifts herself up on her bed, sliding out from beneath Inuyasha.
"I'm sorry." Inuyasha shook his head, "I…I don't want to rush you."
"I know." She takes his hand in hers. She knew how, excited, he was. That was the problem, she had felt it while they were kissing and it brought her back to her senses. "I love you Inuyasha. I really, really do." Her hand went to the spot on her neck where Inuyasha had marked her. He had done with quickly to keep Kouga from taking her from him. She was his, in the demon customs. They were officially a couple in the human world too. She loved him, wanted to spend her whole life with him.
"And I love you. You know we are going to be together forever. I am never going to leave you, what is holding you back?" Inuyasha really wanted to know.
"I'm…I'm just scared I guess." Kagome sighed, her eyes welling with tears.
"Of, what?" Inuyasha pulled her into arms and tried to comfort her.
"I've never had, um, sex before. I know it will hurt." Kagome let Inuyasha hold her in his lap.
"Yah, but that's to be expected the first time. It goes away." Inuyasha nodded. He actually hadn't known much about sex, he had to ask Miroku about it so he knew what to expect from Kagome. It was an embarrassing conversation.
"Yah." Kagome nodded. "It's more than that I guess."
"Then what are you scared of. If I know, I can fix it right?" Inuyasha put a hand on her face. Kagome's heart fluttered and her cheeks burned in embarrassment. How would she tell him! It was so embarrassing and she didn't want to scare him.
"Well, I don't think you can." Kagome shook her head. "Inuyasha, I'm scared…of you."
"What!" Inuyasha was shocked. "Wh...why?" Why was she afraid of him. Had he given a her a reason to fear him? He had tried so hard to be gentle with her all the time.
"Kagome I don't want you to be afraid of me. Why are you...what do you think I'll do? Is…is this because of how much it hurt when I marked you?" His fingers grazed over the mark on her shoulder.
"Partly. That was a wakeup call for me. Sex for demons must be so much different right? I wasn't sure how much of that would influence you. I'm afraid that you will lose control and hurt me. I trust you, but sometimes you aren't you. The way you are now, I trust. But what if your demon side takes over? I'm just afraid something will happen and I won't be able to stop you from hurting me. I'm sorry Inuyasha I'm so sorry. I don't want you to feel like any of this is your fault!" Kagome cried silently in Inuyasha's arms. He held her tightly and ran a hand through her hair. He waited a few minutes, going over what she said in his mind.
"Kagome. I won't hurt you. I swear that I will never let my demon part hurt you. Kagome you're the one who pulls me back from it, you're the one who has the power to suppress my demon side. I'm…I'm stronger than a human that's for sure; but I know how to control myself. I've had to control myself around you for a while now. I'm sorry you felt that way, we should have talked about it more. I…I won't rush you. When you feel like you can trust me to not hurt you then we can be intimate. Until then I will try and prove to you I can be gentle." Inuyasha promised her, quietly in the darkness of her room.
"Oh Inuyasha." Kagome's tears dried up and she leaned up to kiss him. "I know you can be gentle. Now that I've said it all out loud, I feel kind of silly for doubting you." Kagome wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck and kissed him. "So prove it to me. Prove to me that you can be gentle with me."
"I will. I will be as gentle as if I was handling a small flower Kagome." Inuyasha smiled and laid her down on her bed again. His hand hesitantly went to her stomach and started moving up.
Kagome's breath caught and she gasp from the pleasure she felt. She put her hand on his and guided it under her shirt. She felt Inuyasha's calloused hand run up her skin towards her breasts. His claws, his sharp claws brushed carefully against her skin sending chills down her body. Inuyasha stared into her eyes as he placed his hand on her breast. Kagome's breath went raged and she squirmed under his touch. Suddenly her body felt a hundred degrees hotter.
"Inuyasha…that feels so good." She says quietly. Her hand retreats away from his and her hands cup his face. She brings him down into a kiss. Inuyasha begins to rub all around her soft mounds, gently, delicately, softly. All until Kagome finally reached down and pulled the shirt up over her head. Inuyasha gasped at the sight of her body in the moonlight. She was so beautiful. How had he become so lucky as to have this beautiful woman staring at him with so much love and desire in her eyes.
Kagome reached down and unclasped her bra, it falling loosely for Inuyasha to remove. He smiled and cupped her breasts. They were so soft, warm, her body covered in goose bumps from just the slightest of touches. He leaned down and kissed between her breasts, his hands falling down to her waist. Kagome silently groaned under his touch.
"Inuyasha." She grabbed his head and pulled him up to her face again. She kissed him, pushing up into his body.
"Kagome, you're so soft." He whispered to her.
"Inuyasha." She chuckled, feeling once again his aroused member pushing up against her body. "Are you in control?" She asked him. He nodded, and kissed her again.
"Inuyasha." She said quietly, he loved when she said his name. "I…I trust you." She smiled. A bright beaming smiled spread across his face. She nodded and reached to untie the sash holding together Inuyasha's clothing. When his clothes were loose she pulled back his shirts, Inuyasha finished taking it off and pushed the shirts aside. They joined Kagome's on the floor.
Kagome stopped to admire his body. So strong, so soft, only one little scare on his whole body. She ran her fingers down his chest and stopped at the hem of his pants, pulling him forward again they kissed heatedly. Her hands found their way to his back, and pulled him close to her body. Her body ached for him, yearned for him now.
"Kagome," Inuyasha said with a pant, "Once more, you sure."
"Yes." Kagome nodded slowly. "Inuyasha, take me. Please, make love to me. I love you."
"I love you…Kagome I'm in love with you." That was a stronger set of words.
"I'm in love with you too." Kagome sighed happily and bucked against him, urging him to continue.
The next day at school Kagome looked dreamily out the window. She was so happy, so content and at peace. Sure, she was a little sore and tried not to walk with so much of a limp. Inuyasha had practically carried her to school. He had fussed over her all morning. To her surprise, and his horror she had bruises on her, a few little scratches, and hickeys all over. She had warned him not to put any in obvious places. So they were hidden under her clothes. When she moved in her seat at lunch time she was reminded, painfully that she was no longer a virgin.
"Kagome? Are you okay?" Yuka asked her.
"Um…yah sure just fine!" Kagome smiled.
"You seem like you're in pain." Yuka shook her head.
"You guys, it's nothing don't worry about it." Kagome blushed and looked outside. She knew somewhere out there Inuyasha was probably sitting in a tree watching over her. Her three friends pushes their chairs over to her desk and stared at her for a moment. They then decided to let it go, for a second.
"So Ayumi, how was your date with your boyfriend last night?" She asked.
"Oh, it was…" Ayumi blushed. "wonderful." She sighed.
"Oooh." Eri laughed. "Did you wake up in his bed or yours last night." She teased. Kagome almost spit out her drink at such an obscene question. Ayumi laughed and blushed.
"Oh I woke up in mine. He woke up in his." Ayumi giggled. "I'm not the one walking with a limp today after all." She looked straight at Kagome who turned a deep shade of red. Kagome knew they had figured it out.
"Busted." Eri smiled. "You and Inuyasha had some fun last night I presume?"
Kagome couldn't speak, she was so embarrassed. She couldn't respond, so she just pulled her shirt collar away slightly to show a little love bite Inuyasha had left her. Her friends all giggled and squealed in delight.
"Tell us! Tell us everything." Eri begged. "Was…was it your first time?"
"Um…" Kaogme covered her face and nodded.
"OH! Did…it hurt?" Ayumi's eyes went wide.
"Yah." Kagome squeaked out. "A little at first. Inuyasha was so…concerned though…he was very careful to not hurt me too much. It felt better after a little bit." Kagome sighed and remembered how Inuyasha had held her in his arms and kissed away her pain. Just as he had done when he marked her.
"Was he…endowed?" Yuka said quietly. Kagome flushed even more at that question, how embarrassing! Kagome nodded and looked out the window, thinking of her hanyou, he had been very much endowed.
"Yah." Kagome said and laughed a little. "Very…much so. He's…not fully Japaneese you know." She tried to think of how to put it in a way that wouldn't alarm them. The truth was he was half-demon. They had mistaken him for being "mixed" the first time they met him.
"Oh right!" Ayumi nodded. "So what size condom did you end up using?
Kagome's heart raced and her whole body went cold. A condom! They…they had forgotten to use a condom.
"Oh crap!" Kagome's eyes went wide. "Oh crap! Oh CRAP!" She shrieked and shook her head.
"Kagome! No!" Her friends said in shock.
"You didn't forget did you!" Eri gapsed.
"I need to go to the nurses!" Kagome stood up quickly, wincing afterwards. The teacher looked up to see who had asked. After seeing it was Kagome he just waved her away, she was "sick" a lot. She raced out of the classroom and headed for the stairwell that led up to the roof. She needed to talk to Inuyasha, now!
She opened the door to the roof and ran outside.
"Inuyasha!" She shouted for him. "Inuyasha!" She called him again. She saw a rustle in the trees and a red clothed man jumped up toward the roof to her.
"Kagome, what's wrong?" He asked seeing the panic on her.
"Inuyasha! We were so stupid last night!" She shook her head.
"Oh no…you regret it? Kagome I'm so sorry." Inuyasha groaned in anger.
"No…" Kagome sighed and went to Inuyasha for a hug. "I don't regret it at all. But…we didn't use any contraceptives."
"Contre-what?" He asked. Of course Inuyasha wouldn't know anything about those.
"Inuyasha, sex is how women get pregnant!" Kagome huffed on. "You did know that right?" She looked him in the eyes.
"Oh…um…yah." Inuyasha blushed.
"Well contraceptives are what we use in the time to keep woman from getting pregnant when having sex." Kagome felt her eyes start to fill with tears. "Last night…you um…finished inside me. There…there wasn't anything stopping me—."
"Kagome don't worry." Inuyasha shook his head. "I had Miroku explain some of the details of intercourse to me. I did know a few things already though. With dog-demons, and even half dog-demons like me we can't get the females pregnant unless we knot inside you. That didn't happen last night, so I don't think I could have gotten you pregnant.
"Really?" Kagome asked.
"I'm…I'm pretty sure. Kagome I don't know much about Demon mating, that is just something I learned from hearing about dog demon mating. I'm still part human though."
"Yah." Kagome nodded. "Oh what if I did…what if I'm. Oh crap." Kagome leaned her head against Inuyasha's chest, a few tears escaping.
"Kagome. If you are pregnant, then we'll work it out. I will be there for you. Okay? The kid will be half demon like me though. I don't know how much this will differ then. I…I think we need to go talk to someone who would know." Inuyasha picked up Kagome.
"Where…I can't just leave school!" Kagome shrieked.
"Kagome…this is pretty important don't you think?" Inuyasha looked down at Kagome in his arms.
"Yah…I guess." Kaogme nodded.
"Alright. We're off to see Kaede." Inuyasha nodded.