I n e e d to let you go.
I DID.
It was too hard,
Yet w-a-y too easy.
Doesn't make sense right?
A little confusing?
I.m.a.g.i.n.e how it is for me.
All of that
In my head
Along with EVERYTHING else.
And then people w o n d e r why I'm in a mood all the time.
GOOD people don't go round beating up little kids,
Or hurting the only one who will ever love you.
It's not fair on THEM
And it's not fair on me.
I love you.
Scrap that.
I loved you.
I have to m-o-v-e on.
FORGET about every single memory I had with you.
Every sentence.
Every day.
It's going to be HARD.
I need someone that doesn't have to show off in front of his f.r.i.e.n.d.s.
I need someone who loves me at my worst.
Unfortunately you don't.
And s.o.m.e.h.o.w I just have to deal with that.
The IRONIC thing is
We never went out.
I never got the chance to tell you that I love you.
And I just HAVE to live with that.
OMG This was so easy to write. Its probably not very good but still. I've had such a bad week and i just needed to get this of my chest. This is basically my life at the moment so if you want some background to this keep reading.
i have like seriously loved this boy for 5 years and on Sunday i read something that made me hate him. if he could write something about me as bad as that then why should i give him the time and day. so me and my best friend have made up this plan to get revenge. genius right? anyway, the other day i heard that he had been sent to the inclusion room (the place where our school sends you if you have done something bad) for beating up a kid. the thing is though he's only doing it because of his new group of 'friends'.but even after all that i know deep down i still kinda love him, even though i wished i didn't "(
so yeah i hoped you like it please review. also i really don't know why i picked sonny and chad but oh well
thanks for reading xxx ")