A/N: Numbers 16-18 will be understood so much better if you read Rojo/Kristopher Stanton's "Francis of Nond" [which can be found on the lovely www. fiefgoldenlake. proboards. com]

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Portrait of an Artist: Volney Rain

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1] Volney Rain is a Marenite.

2] He considers this to be an inconsequential fact, and as a result, the rumours have him as everything from the deposed Rogue of Tyra to one of King Ain's [many] illegitimate children.

3] He secretly keeps a notebook of all the theories he hears.

4] Time after time, he's literally laughed himself out of a bad mood by flipping through it.

5] The blonde hair is a result of a high-quality, long-lasting dye.

6] Sometime during his teenage years, he had decided that the triumvirate of quiet, mysterious and dark was entirely too cliché.

7] Volney's biggest fear is that one day, his hand will become so accustomed to automatically softening the edge of a cheek, broadening a uniformed shoulder, or dabbing over the scars of childhood disease that it will forget how to draw the harsher outlines of real people.

8] When this fear gets too overpowering, he posts a Leave of Absence sign on his studio door and disappears off into the world for weeks on end, armed only with his sketchpads and a beggar's disguise.

9] On these trips, he draws as fast as he can, the pencil becoming only a blur against the paper as he tries to capture every detail of the lives that walk by.

10] He used to like imagining himself as a Player on the stage of his life.

11] The utter whirlwind of the Tortallan court and the imposing personalities of its legends soon shatter this view -- of a world where everything must, in the end, agree with the star.

12] He is still debating whether to be glad for this or not.

13] Despite his best efforts to prevent it, Volney still blushes a highly un-masculine pink whenever he passes Daine and Numair in the palace halls.

14] Contrary to popular belief, Daine is not the cause.

15] When a group of [certainly not overworked, he thinks] pages back him into a corner with chants of an artist and his grey-eyed lady, Volney can only shake his head ruefully at the narrow-mindedness of Tortallans.

16] Which inevitably leads him to think wistfully of the freedom and art salons of Maren – and of that one rainy Tuesday afternoon when a gorgeous, soft-spoken poet had entered and introduced himself as L'Assisi.

17] And how he had spent every Tuesday [rainy or otherwise] for the next three years letting himself be captivated by that melodious voice and those shyly curling eyelashes.

18] It is, fittingly enough, on a rainy day that Volney realizes that he doesn't regret never mustering the courage to ask for the poet's real name – nor, really, would he ever consider seducing the mage.

19] He prefers to create for himself the atmosphere of heartbreak.

20] Because Volney Rain believes that only through suffering is true art made.

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