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Chapter 1 – Heartbreak
Summary - REVAMPED! What happens when Edward leaves Bella at the start of New Moon and doesn't return? Can she do it or is she sucked into the supernatural world he tried to save her from? ORIGINAL PAIRINGS.
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Bella's POV:
'No…Stop!' I shouted as James threw me across the room in my old dance studio I screamed as glass pierced my leg, 'Bella? Bella? Can you hear me? Bella!' I could hear a voice, it was agitated it sounded like bells chiming it was the most beautiful voice I had ever heard. 'Bella…' the voice murmured it was turning into an angry chilling voice that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, then it stopped and I woke up to Charlie sitting at my bedside shaking me 'Its ok Bella just wake up it's only a nightmare!' he reassured me.
'Oh, Ch- Dad sorry' I stuttered. 'Do you want to talk about it? What was it about honey?' he asked being the 'worried father' he was. 'I- I'm ok it was just a bad dream' I tried to say as I felt a salty tear fall down my face. Luckily Charlie didn't see, he stood up and walked towards the door before leaving saying 'Goodnight' to me I nodded as my reply. He was probably going back to bed I had woken him so much since he left.
I decided to have a shower then maybe get some breakfast. Today I thought I would go and see Jacob I hadn't visited much since Edward left. The day he told me he didn't love me any more shattered my heart, I had flashbacks of the moment and I felt another tear roll down my cheek.
Before I went out I checked my email, I didn't do this often enough. I had received two messaged from Renée.
Message One:
Hello Bella,
How are you honey? Is Charlie looking after you properly?
Phil says hi, call me later ok?
Love you loads,
Mom x
Message Two:
Hello Bella (AGAIN!)
Why didn't you call me, I have been worried sick! Charlie called me and said you were getting better. I nearly got a plane to Forks.
Don't do that to me again, OK?
Love you,
Mom x
I replied:
Hey Mom,
I'm sorry I didn't call or reply but I only just got round to checking my emails, you know how school can be.
Yeah, I'm fine. Charlie is looking after me, he's been great!
Hope you and Phil are having fun in Florida.
Love you and miss you loads,
Bella x
I should really check my emails more often; I wouldn't want my Mom worrying she would go over the edge and hop on a plane to Forks.
I looked a clock on the wall of my bedroom. Wow if I want to see Jacob I better get going.
He had grown up so much since I arrived at Forks. I remember when he told me he was a werewolf; I was ok with it I guess, I already knew about vampires.
As I made my way to the reservation I thought about his life as a werewolf what it might be like, suddenly I realised I probably should have rang him first, he would have been on patrol all night.
I drove towards La Push were the Quileute's lived.
Then I drove past our meadow. Our 'special place' he always took me there, it was romantic and warm and safe - I would visit later I thought if I had time. Maybe it would keep my memory of him alive I never wanted to forget him.
I arrived at Jacobs house, Billy was wheeling himself out of the house 'Hey Billy' I shouted in his direction he nodded back and I jogged up to the door and knocked loudly, it took me three rather loud knocks before Jake answered. 'Oh Bella you never told me you were coming over, how are you?' he said blinking wildly adding a massive yawn. I chuckled lightly 'I'm fine thanks, and yourself?', 'Oh you know patrol Sam has us working double shifts it kills me sometimes' he replied with another mighty yawn. 'Maybe I should leave you to sleep, you look dead I will see you tomorrow? Ok, bye' I shouted towards the door running out the house before he could convince me otherwise.
I was walking towards my old battered Chevy that Jacob fixed up for me. Charlie bought it of Billy for me as a homecoming present.
Next on my mental 'to do list' was my visit to the meadow…
I pulled up at the meadow, memories of this place flooded my mind, the happy times I had with Edward. Then I saw them, two very beautiful creatures, running around the meadow, lightening speed, they ran backwards and forwards it looked like they were playing; definitely vampires. I jumped out of the truck I needed to know if Edward had returned or Alice.
As I got closer I realised they had dark red eyes, I felt myself fall to the ground and my eyes go black, seconds later I woke and felt the cool wet grass underneath me.
Two figures stood above me, my vision was blurred so I couldn't make them out properly, I tried to talk but nothing came out. Then my head fell towards the floor again and the nightmare started.
Edwards POV:
It was coming. The torment started again as I remembered her 'B...ell...a', it hurt to even think her name.
My family were gradually became distant, especially Alice who was normally happy and chirpy, Jasper grew quite fond of Bella even though he found it the most difficult to be around her.
Carlisle and Esme were constantly worrying about me, scared I might do something stupid to provoke the Volturi, they were the closest thing we had to royalty in our world and you only went to them if you wanted to die. I decided when I first met Bella if and when she died I would follow as quickly as possible for I couldn't live knowing she wasn't.
Everyday and night I would lie on my bed in our new home in New York. My bed had black bedding and my shelves had all my music on them that Bella commented on fondly. All I could be bothered to do was listen to the music she loved so much, I wouldn't have done any of this if it wasn't for the 'human charade' and my love for her.
I felt another stab in my chest every time I thought of her another part of my cold heart would break off and die again. Why did everything have to remind me of her?
I would go hunting, but only when my eyes were the blackest black. I would hunt elk or deer just to be quick. Only when Esme begged me I would go bear hunting with Emmett.
It tortured me to see them hurting but it had to be done and they understand that except for Alice. I refused to destroy her soul and make her immortal.
I would check up on her every so often. I would sometimes take Alice; hopefully she would be happy when she saw how much safer she was without us.
Alice still got visions of Bella, she was 'attuned' to her, and she had no choice. I felt what Alice felt whenever she had a vision of Bella the gut wrenching pain she was enduring, the pain would stop, eventually.
It was selfish, I know, but I did wish she wouldn't get over me; I couldn't bear to imagine her love another man and her to be in their arms.
She was getting closer to that mutt Jacob Black. Alice was always scared when she couldn't see visions of Bella and when they returned to her she rejoiced but soon after her own pain would be back and Jasper made sure we all felt it.
Jasper found it hardest with all of the negative emotions, he didn't like all the negativity and that had an impact on all of us.
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