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It takes place after the fight with Vegeta. Goku is in hospital and Gohan has is on his way to Namek with Bulma and Kuririn.
One thing is different: Chichi sleeps in the hospital since Gohan is away.
True Emotions
Son-Goku looked up at the ceiling
of his room in the hospital. After the fight against Vegeta and Nappa he
had lots of things to think about.
Vegeta had been better than him
and that made him depressed and sad. "What if he comes back? I 'm lying
in the hospital for 3 1/2 months now and so I couldn't train. My wounds
are nearly healed, but who should protect the earth if he comes back."
He thought bitterly. Goku knew that he was still very weak because of his
wounds and many cuts from the hard fight. He felt his headache return but
it didn't matter for him at that moment. He had important things on his
mind.
`Gohan is very god fighter and
Piccolo had taught him very well, but he isn't strong enough yet. As well
as Kuririn.´
Goku has been amazed to see that
Kuririn had trained so much and got such a good fighter. But the most incredible
thing was his little son.
Son-Gohan. He was strong, very
strong. He had never fought before and after one year he was that mighty.
"He's absoulutly a true Sayajin!"
Goku said proud and sad together. "What are you saying, Goku?" He turned
his head and saw his wife Son-Chichi standing next to his bed. "Ohh...nothing,
Chichi." Goku said quickly. He knew that Chichi was worrying so much about
her little baby boy.
She sat down on his bed looked
out of the window. Her hand lightly touched his cheek.
"Aww, Goku. I'm wondering what
our little Son-Gohan is doing at the moment." Her black eyes turned away
from the window to look into his. "Do you think he's fighting at the moment?"
`Damn! She's good in reading
my mind!´ She tried to let the question sound normal, but he
has known her to well. She was really concerned about Son-Gohan. Sometimes
she didn't show it, but he could often hear her crying at night when she
thought nobody can listen to her.
Goku tried to escape her eyes,
but she was stubborn. He started to feel uncomfortable. Chichi noticed
that he didn't want to talk about it.
Her eyes started to water and while
she got up she whispered. "I knew it. He's in danger, but my oppinion is
unnessessary. I'm just his hard and bad mother..." Her voice died out slowly
and she looked away ashamed.
Suddenly a hand grabbed her arm.
"No, Chichi. I didn't mean to hurt you. And my reaction don't mean that
Gohan is in trouble. They haven't even arrived on Namek yet. So why should
there be danger." Chichi still didn't turn around. She stood there and
listened to her husband's words.
He waited patiently for her reaction,
but nothing happened. He let go of her arm. His eyes were fixed on her.
`What's wrong with her? Why
doesn't she say something?´ He saw her chest going up and down
showing that she was breathing heavily.
"Please Chichi, talk to me." He
nearly pleaded as he saw tears on her face.
"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME! NO ONE
DOES! AND NO ONE EVER WILL !!!!!!!!!!!" With that she stormed out of the
room leaving a confused Goku behind. He was shocked first and tried to
find the right words. He had to stop her. It wouldn't get better if she
ran away.
"Chichi, please wait!" He shouted
after her, but she was allready out of the door.
"Bullshit!!!" Goku yelled and put
his head into his large hands. While rubbing his head he searched a way
to talk to Chichi. To tell her Gohan would be fine and that he would follow
him when he was completly healthy. He would protect Gohan from everything
that could hurt him.
Goku was so concentrated in his
thoughts and reasons that he realized too late that he was feeling sick
and his had felt like a bomb. Ready to explode every second. The
worls around him started to spin around. Turning faster and faster. He
blacked out.
"Doctor Johnson, he's going to wake
up! Hurry up!" Goku heard many voice around him, but his eyes were more
heavyer than anything he ever felt.
"Mr. Son? Can you hear me? if you
can please say something." Goku's mind got clearer by every word the doctor
spoke.
"Mmmmmh.....yeah.... i can hear
you..." Goku managed to say and finally opened his eyes. he was still lying
in his room in the hospital and Doctor Johnson and two nurses looked down
at him. First everything Goku saw was a little shaky and full of shadows,
but now he could see clearly the
happy look on the doctor's face.
"You got us all worried, Mr. Son. But now you're awake again after 2 days
and your tests are okay again." The nurses left the room after the doctor
nodded to them. Goku massaged his head with one of his hands. "W-What happened
to me, Doctor?" The doctor handed him a glass with a medcin. "You suddenly
fainted and your wife found you as she brought you your meal. But now drink
this, Mr. Son, after that you'll feeling better!"Goku drank the white water
and handed the glas back to the doctor. Before leaving the room of his
patient he looked back at Goku. "And Mr. Son..."Goku raised his head to
look at him. "Don't think so much and lay down again. You're still very
weak." Goku still had a question about a fact he recognized yet. "I'll
try, Doctor Johnson. But can you please tell me where my wife is now?"
"I'm here, Goku-sa." Goku noticed
that soft voice and looked in one corner of the room and there she sat
on a chair. The doctor quietly left the couple alone. "You got me so worried,
Goku." Chichi said as she walked up to one side of his bed. Both were silent
for some minutes. Lost in thoughts how to start a conversation.
"Please sat down, Chichi." He patted
on his sheed and Chichi sat down. Goku searched for any expression in her
face, but he found nothing. Chichi looked on the ground closing her eyes.
"I-I want to apologize my actions two days ago. It wasn't right what I've
said. I'm so sorry. I know you have enough problems. And when I found you
unconsciousness here in your bed.... I'm sorry..... " Goku took her hand
and squezzed it lightly. "No, No, No, Chichi! It wasn't your fault. It's
my fault!" He said calmly and hoped she would believe him. "Please look
at me, Chichi." Chichi's eyes lit up and their eyes were locked into each
other. Chichi shooked her head and said. "Goku, the last year was so hard
for me.... or whole family. I thought you and Gohan had been at Muten Roshi's
island and would spend the night there. But I got curious the next day
and drove there with my father to get ya. And then...then they told me
you had been killed and Gohan had been kidnapped by the green ugly monster
Piccolo that also had killed you....."
Goku opened his mouth to say something
but Chichi put a finger on his lips and looked directly into his deep black
eyes. "I was informed later that you told Piccolo to use his weapon to
kill your brother Radditz. And then, because you got a hold on Radditz
you died, too." She added slowly and then continued her own story. "I felt
like someone had destroyed my happy and beautifull world. It broke down
in many little pieces, which could never be repaired again. I was
alone, all alone. My heart and my soul were dead, but my damn body lived
on." She looked on the ground as she removed her finger from Goku's lips.
"Maybe I'd have killed myself, if the hope that you or Gohan could perhaps
come back home would have died out after this horrible event. And then
there was the fight on TV. You, Gohan and the others were fighting against
the Sayajins, Nappa and Vegeta. I saw you got hurt and the other got killed.
I couldn't stand loosing you two again. As the fight was over and I saw
you two were very badly hurt, but alive I had so much new hope. We could
be a real family again." She looked up at her husband and her tears were
wetting her cheeks. "then Bulma and Kuririn took my little boy with them
to Namek to find the Dragonballz. I noticed that he cares for the green
man now and wanted him back. He seemed so sure and proud to go with them
to wish back his mentor and trainer. It's just...I don't know if he is
old and ready enough for such a difficult mission?"
Goku still had her small hand in
his and had listened to her words carefully. He now could understand her
better.
`It must have been a hard time
for her, too! Worrying about us, not knowing the truth, being left alone
in a house in the woods........´
"You know, Chichi-Chan. I love
you and our Gohan. But he isn't a little baby anymore. He is a strong half-Sayajin
boy. And thanks to his mother, he's very clever for his age. He knows what
he does and how to survive. So please smile again for me. You have no reason
to worry about him." Goku smiled a little and waited for any action of
his wife.
Gratefully, a smile was formed
on her lips and she leaned forward and so did Goku. Slowly their eyes closed
and soon their lips touched softly.
It was a kiss of truth and trust.
They felt the love of oneother new at this special moment. After some time
they parted their lips, but leaved their eyes closed. "I love you, too,
Goku!" Chichi whispered lovingly as their hungry lips touched again. They
carefully wrapped their arms around each other and Chichi was dragged down
onto the bed. The whole evening they hugged each other and soon fell asleep
in each others arms, knowing that their love could conquer everything.
I hope you like it! I know, I know it's short but maybe I'll write a
second chapter.
I allready have an idea. What will happen when Goku is healthy and
is ready to fly to Namek? And Chichi goes with him?
Tell me what ya think!
cu
Nofretete