I Here's a Brief; Kaoru died. Butch is depressed, heartbroken and horribly attempt to suicide. One day, Kaoru comes to Butch in a dream.

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Boy version of When your Gone by Arvil Lavigne

W-where am I? Is this Heaven? Kaoru..?

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

I see... I see a spark...

No... Kaoru...

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

Is it you..?

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

It is you!

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

"KAORU! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

You tell me it's okay...

"No it's not! I fucking left you alone there! I fucking did! How can you say it's okay! IT'S MY FAULT YOU DIED!"

You kneel down to hug me, letting me press against your stomach. Your eyes glittering with sorrow.

"No... It's my fault. I shouldn't have said those words to you."

You say with sorrow and grief, and the white, glowing and sparkly scarf that flows through the breeze of our dream.

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through

"Forgive me... Kaoru!"

I look up to you, seeing your emerald eyes squint to a hint of sorrow. Made me burst into tears

"Please..."

You say,

"Stop crying..."

I sniffle and pressed harder inside, letting you stoke my hair lovingly...

The day and make it ok
"I miss you..."

"Butch you idiot! Stop crying! I'm the one who should be sorry! I made you suffer so much!

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

I can't stop...

Tears running down painfully to the floor, while bursting out in sobs and cries of a baby.

"I want you back with me, Kaoru! Please! Come back to me! Beg to lord!"

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

You hesitate. You wipe your tears and bring me up, you place your hands on my shoulders while my bangs cover my eyes to hide the pain and tears.

"I want to join you.. So we can be together again, Kaoru. Please.. Take me with you."

When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you And when you're gone The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone All the words I need to hear to always get me through The day and make it ok I miss you

"Butch... Listen"

"Remember the times we held together?"

"Those.. Wonderful times?"

I nod.

"They can never be forgotten"

"Even if I'm Gone.."

"Always remember"

"I..."

I look up to you, you were crying again.

"I love you, Butch. Never forget that."

"I love you..."

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

I awake on my bed, looking out of the window, it was night.

I got out of bed and headed to your favorite place, under the sakura tree.

I lay on the grass where we lay.

I stare at the sky.

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

I see a star in the sky. And my signature lightning.

My eyes twinkle with grief. Yet with hope.

Kaoru...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok

"Thank you Kaoru."

"Thank you, for everything you've done with me"

I... Miss...

You...

I CRIED WHEN I WROTE THIS

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