Chapter Description.

Ahsoka+Lux

Romance/Fluff/Friendship

Hello Everyone! This is the first installment of my one shots/song fics for Clone Wars (and maybe some Star wars rebels if you want!) It's Christmas time and I wanted to give all of my amazing readers a gift because TBH you are the best for always reading my stories even after I leave for about three months at a time on average. Also it's starwars christmas a magical tradition I do every six years in which over Christmas break I overdose myself on everything and anything star wars. This one shot is just something I wanted to write but i'm am super open to write any requests you guys have! anyway I hope you enjoy this first installment it's a song fic.

Also! At the start of each Chapter i'm gonna have a "Chapter Description" i'm planning on posting a lot of these so this will be a quick way for you to check and see if it's something you are interested in reading or not. I will include the main characters, what genera, and who requested it!

(Set a after Tipping points but before The end of season five)

Ahsoka's POV

I sat on top of the senate building of Onderon bored out of my mind. When my master said that we would be going to a party on Onderon I thought he meant as guests, not security guards. Below within the Senate building diplomats from all reaches of the Galaxy socialized. I however was stationed on top of the roof and had to circle the perimeter of it every now and then. We had no reason to believe that there was a threat at all but after the recent rebellion on Onderon it was better to play it safe.

Anyway I just finished circling the Roof of the Onderon senate building for the hundredth time checked, in with my master (who just so happened to of gotten assigned security work IN the party where there was real people he could talk to, unlike me who was up here board), and was just killing time until the party ended. I sat on the edge of the roof with my legs hanging over the edge. In the distance I could see the beatiful lights of the city it was a clear warm summer night with a slight breeze, you could see almost all of the stars. I heard the door of the roof open up. I assumed it was my master or Obi-wan coming to switch posts with me.

"I swear to god if you ever give me a boring security job again I will scream for a year and a half" I complained

"In all fairness, I would of preferred if you were stationed within the party " replied a familiar voice

I didn't even need to turn around to know who it was but I was still a little taken back when I turned my head around to see Lux standing in the doorway.

"Lux!" I exclaimed happily walking over to hug him.

"It's great to see you again Ahsoka!" he said after we finished are hug that seem to last a little longer than normal "How is your arm? It was pretty messed up last time you were here"

"Oh it's fine now, I have a pretty quick recovery rate" I said as we walked back to the edge of the roof we sat down with our legs hanging over the edge.

"I'm happy I was able to find you" he told me

"Same. When we got here yesterday they told me that you were off doing political stuff and that you would not be at the party"

"I was but I got back a few hours ago, I didn't want to go to the party at all. I was exhausted and between you and me I kinda hate diplomatic social gatherings all together. But then I remembered that you and other Jedi were suppose to be here..."

I smiled "It was kind of you to come up here and talk to me. I was extremely bored, how did you find me anyway?"

"Well I was at the party" he began "I assumed you would of been there so I was looking around for you but then I got stuck talking to people about politics, my mother, how trade was doing etc. Eventually I ran into Obi-wan he looked as if he was gonna give me some sage Jedi advice but all he said was 'she's on the roof' before walking away. I figured he meant you and now I'm here." he finished his story

"He was looking for me" I thought happily "He came to the party for me" but I quickly pushed those thoughts out of my head. I had ran through all the possibilities before hundreds of times in my head. It was better not to think about it anymore.

"How have you been?" I asked

"Good" he said softly "I mean I love my new job it's nice to know I'm helping people but it's stressful. I have no idea how my mother did it."

"Your mother would of been proud of you Lux" I told him looking right into his eyes

"God I hope so..." his voice trailed off "Hey, Ahsoka?"

"yes Lux?"

"Never mind it's stupid"

"No what is it."

"Okay..." he began "I don't know a lot about the force or anything, besides what you have told me, but it's all around us and in us right? Like energy. And energy can't be created or destroyed so..."

"What happens to people when they die?" I said finishing his sentence

"Not exactly but yes I guess..." his voice was soft. He should not of felt ashamed for asking but I can see why he would. He didn't want to be viewed as someone who couldn't let go, who kept clinging on to hopeless dreams.

"They Haven't told me and to be honest I don't know. But I do know that the force is a living being and you are right it can't be created or destroyed it can only be changed. Your mother is still here, around you, in this building that she did all her diplomate work in, anyplace she spent her time. It's like an indent. If I placed my hand in wet cement then took it out and let it harden even if my physical hand was not there anymore the shape/presence it left was. So while your mother is not totally here in body or completely in spirit the marks she has left on the force and energy that was around her still exists" I tried to explain it the best I could.

"you honestly don't know how much better that makes me feel" he said this as if his heart was breaking.

I laid down so I could look up at the stars Lux did the same. Our hands were right next to each other, I took his.

"how much longer is the party going to last?" I asked

"A few more hours" he replied "you want to head downstairs? There is clearly no threat you probably could."

"No" I turned my head to look at his face "I like it up here"

He smiled and kissed my forehead "me too"

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you liked it. I am excited to start this project please feel free to leave a request for a oneshot or song fic of any kind! I am pretty go and cute romance stuff but I can pretty much write whatever and do whatever ship. There are some ships I like more than others but i'm open to writing anything I have zero requests right now and a lot of time on my hand so I would love to get some requests. My only "rule" is that I won't anything that can't be rated as "Teen" and If for some reason a request makes me feel uncomfortable writing it for whatever reason (like ships with BIG age differences). Also I'm totally okay with writing for LGBQT+ ships and holiday themed fics of any kind you want a hanukkah one shot I'd write that. This whole project is meant to be a gift for all of you guys!

Happy Holidays!

Violet Frost.