It was Sunday. 12:25 to be exactly. I haven`t slept for 30 hours. And I also didn`t wanted to. It feels like my body still has an adrenaline rush, even though the filming has ended hours ago. But for me it seemed like we were just filming the last scene few minutes ago. I was hyper active, but this is not new. I am always hyper active after the last shoot.

Just as I tried to convince myself to do something productive and not calm myself down and act like a couch potato, even though I deserve to do nothing, because I worked like a maniac in the last months, my phone ringed. I looked at the screen. It was Peter, the director of "Camp X-Ray"

"Good evening, Kristen. I know you that you thought that you will never see this old man again, but I need to disappoint you.", he said, but I heard his little laugh, he tried to hide. Well, he tried. I decided to play with him a little.

I let out a laud sight and said:"I was actually sleeping. You woke me up! I really thought that I would never see your face again and act like I like you. What do you want now? Make it short. You are wasting my time."

I heard his gasp on the other side of the phone.

He started to mumble: "I - I am sorry, Kristen. I didn`t know that. I - I just thought tha –"

"Calm down, dude. It was just a joke. I was trying to be funny. I didn`t wanted you to wet your pants", I laughed.

"DAMMIT! You get me every time. One day you will pay this back. I promise you. Anyways, I just wanted to let you know that you are invited to join me and the whole crew, to a fancy dinner. I want to celebrate us. I know this sounds like I am in love with myself. But I know that every single one of us did a great job, so why not celebrate it? And just to let you know, I INSIST you to come", he ended the last sentence with a serious tone

"Of course, I will be there! What made you think that I would let you guys down?",I asked, I was sad that he thinks that I don`t care about them.

"Well, I thought that you wanted to celebrate alone with", he made a pause "you know who I mean", he whispered, waiting for me to answer.

"Oh.", was all I could say for a moment. I forget that I needed to give him an proper answer. All I could think of was Nicholas. We didn`t talk the last week. Because I was to distracted with my work and he didn`t wanted to disturb me. I remember him saying that I should not call him or even think of him, because of my role. That was really sweet of him. But it was hard to concentrate only at my work. We used to talk every day, for hours on the phone. We couldn`t just have small talk. It was his idea to have a little break in our soon to be relationship. But now that I`ve got more than enough free time Peter assumed that I would run to him. He was right about that. I still didn`t call him. He told me to immediately call him after we finish filming the last scene. I somehow forgot, because I was so happy, but also sad at the same time that another movie is finished.

"Don`t worry about that. I will be there. I promise", I answered him. I wanted him to get off the phone as fast as possible. Now that he mentioned Nicholas, I wanted to hear his beautiful voice.

I quickly said goodbye to Peter and started to dial Nich`s phone.

"Hi Nic! I ju - "

"KRISTEN! YOU LITTLE MINX. HOW OFTEN DO I NEED TO TELL YOU THAT I HATE THIS NICKNAME"

"I know. I know. I am just teasing you"

"I assume you called me, because you have finished filming Camp X-Ray? If not, you will be in trouble, lady!"

"I have. Don`t worry. We are celebrating it with a dinner tonight and - "

"- you wanted to ask me if I can come with you?"

"Ehm. No. I am sorry. It`s only for the whole team. I don`t think that you can have dinner with us."

"Oh. Okay. No problem. Have fun" He was sounding sad now.

"I - I am hanging up, Kristen. There is something I need to do", his voice cracked. He was not in a good mood anymore.

"Nicholas Caradoc Hoult! Don`t you dare to hang up", I almost screamed into the phone, "I wanted to ask you if we could meet afterwards and just talk"

"How about we meet at my place?", he asked full of enthusiasm.

"That`s perfect. See you soon. I cannot wait"

"I missed you, Kristen"

"I missed you too, Nicholas"

After we talked I decided to clean my house. Even though it was very clean. I needed to do something. I could started to paint, but I was to excited to stay stil and do something with my hands. So I cleaned the whole kitchen, my living room and the windows. I was lost in my thoughts, before I realised that I was cleaning the same spot for the third time.

I thought about Nicholas. I know that we have feelings for eachother and he knows too. But both of us were distracted from our work, so that we didn`t have time for finding out what we want. I know what I want. I am 100 percent sure and I have a strong feeling that he also wants to have a romantic relationship with me. I glanced at my clock. I forgot the time, I needed to get ready. My taxi was already waiting, I apologised to the driver for letting him wait, but he said that I was just on time. He just came earlier.

When I came to the restaurant. Peter and the others were waiting for me. I was not the first, but also not the last. Good. Joseph was the last one who arrived. He apologised, his 4 year old daughter was throwing throwing a tantrum and he couldn`t get away earlier. We ordered a huge plate with different kind of foods, so everyone could take what they want. It was really good, for a moment I wished that I should have invited Nicholas. I don`t think that anyone would have something against him being here with us, I just didn`t want him near them. Because, you know I am a selfish Bitch. I missed him the last week and I only wanted to spent time with him. Just the two of us. Without other people, who want to talk to him. I was feeling jealous. Even though I know I didn`t need to. Fuck, I hope Nicholas never finds this out. He would tease me to death.

We were having a good laugh at the table, but I started to go nervous. Suddenly, Peter raised his glass. He thanked all of us, for our teamwork and the great time we had and wished us the best for our future. Half an hour after his speech, some people started to go. Some of them had kids, or another project to do. I wrote Nicholas a message where exactly I am and if he could pick me up. We wanted to meet at his place. But paparazzi were outside the restaurant and I was too afraid to face them on my own. The others who were still here, were too drunk to help me find a taxi. So I just waited until Nicholas came.

He didn`t even say hello, or gave me a smile. I know that one of the Paparazzi made a stupid comment. He took my hand and squeezed it, to show me that he is here for me. We ran to his car as fast as we million flashes made it harder to see were we are going. We could hear the comments they shouted at us.

"KRISTEN! KRISTEN! ARE YOU DATING NIC?"

"KRISTEN WHAT ABOUT YOUR ROBERT? WHAT ABOUT JENNIFER?"

"IS THIS PR?"

"NIC! DUDE NIC! WHO IS BETTER IN BED? KRIS OR JEN?"

We somehow made it into the car. I was happy that we were safe now from the douchebags. I try not to listen to their comments, but somehow, no matter how hard you try, they still hurt you. I looked at Nicholas. He was looking angry and still didn`t say a word. I was also quiet. I waited for him to say something. Suddenly, he pulled to a dark and empty street stopped the car and pushed me into his arms. I don`t know how long we were hugging and listening to our heartbeats, but after he let me go, I could see a big smile on his face.

"You dont know how much I missed you, Kristen", and he pulled me again into his arms.