DISCLAIMER: Property of Queen Rowling.

AN:/ Hi. Hey. Hello. This AU fanfic (my first ever AU) is written for my darling Hamdi (SiriuslyAmazin7 on twitter) who I have grown to love EVER so much. It's her birthday today (30th August) and because she's a HUGE Hinny fangirl (like myself) I thought I'd write her a little something. xD She's a precious girl who has so much life in her and I wish her the best in everything she does! LOVE YOU!

I'm not a HUGE fan of AU fanfic, ecspecially if they're OOC which sort of pisses me off but I LOVE AU fanfics in which Ginny is pregnant with Harry's baby so I thought I'd write my own. Enjoy my lovies!

How could I tell him no? How cold I tell him that I was carrying his baby? I watched him as he walked away from me. Maybe it was a good thing he doesn't know...he didn't need this. He already had enough on his head. I placed a hand on my flat stomach. I'm still here. I'll always be there for our baby.

'Ginny, where did Harry go?' Hermione asked, wiping her yes. I took a deep breath and smiled at her.

'I dunno,' I said, before getting up, leaving behind a very confused looking Hermione and Ron.

'Ginny wait!' Ron called. I stopped in my track.

'Did something happen between the two of you?' he asked. I turned around to face him smiling trough my tears.

'A lot happened, Ron but that's all in the past. We've moved on and Ron? Please don't tell Mum or Dad or anyone about me and Harry ... it's for the best.'

'So you're not together anymore?' Ron asked, shocked. I shook my head and walked away. No one will have to know. Ron will guess but if he is going with Harry and Hermione then he'll never know either. I didn't have to bring Harry into this.

I figured that I was making the right decision...if anyone found out that I was carry Harry Potter's baby then all hell will break loose for me, my baby and my family. No, the father of the baby's identity will be kept a secret ... even if it did make me look like a slag.

'So how far along are you?' Luna asked that the day on the Hogwart's Express. I lifted my head up from the window.

'About two weeks,' I said. Neville smiled at me. I decided that I wanted to tell Neville and Luna, they were my best friends and I trusted them with my life.

'You're doing the right thing, Gin,' he said. I nodded at him, unable to say anything.

When Ron and I got home, Mum engulfed us n a tight hg. I winced slightly at how tight she held on. Could you harm the baby like that? After Mum caught up with us about our year at Hogwarts I excused myself whilst Ron headed towards the kitchen. Bless him; he avoided telling Mum about me and Harry. Looks like he would keep his promise.

The worst sound I have ever heard is the sound of a ticking clock. It seemed like it was mocking me as I stood in the kitchen with my mother waiting for the safe arrival of my family and friends. I sat down at the dining table and rested my head for a bit. Harry was coming back today. I couldn't hl but feel slightly giddy at the idea of seeing his again. Five minutes later there was a flash and Hagrid and Harry appeared. They talked for a bit but I was barely paying attention to them. I only had eyes for Harry. I wanted to hold him until the worried look on his face vanished but I couldn't. Lupin and George appeared next. George was missing an ear which made my stomach turn. I wanted to puke. The events of the rest of the night seemed to blur together ... all I could remember was Bill telling us that Mad-Eye was dead.

I couldn't stay in the same room as Harry for too long. If I did, I found myself wanted to kiss him but I couldn't instead, I placed a hand on stomach and tried to control myself. This baby was more important than stupid teenage hormones but even then I knew that the need to be in close proximity with Harry was more than hormones. I needed to hold him to know that he was there and that he was safe. Just looking at hi was not enough.

A few days before the wedding I found myself all alone with Harry in the kitchen as we set out the table for dinner. I told him that Mum was trying to keep the trio separated in hope that she could delay them. Harry said muttered angrily under his breath about how my mother was wrong in thinking that it would keep them from killing Voldemort. I felt my eyes widen and water at his words. So that's what they were planning. It wasn't like I didn't have my guesses but it was different when Harry actually confirmed my thoughts.

"Ginny, I-" but he didn't get very far as Dad and Bill walked in. I walked away without another word.

It was Harry's birthday a day before Bill's wedding. I stayed awake most of the night thinking about what I could give to him. It couldn't be too big otherwise he wouldn't be able to take it with him. A shiver ran down my spin at the thought of him meeting another girl … maybe a veela whilst he was away. No, it had to be something meaningful and worthwhile.

I didn't go down for breakfast at all in the morning. I didn't want anyone to see what a nervous wreck I was. When I heard the trio's voices outside my room door, I opened it and asking Harry to come in. The next thing I knew my lips were on his and I was kissing him like I had never kissed him before. His hands tangled themselves in my hair as I wove my hands through his. I had just deepened the kiss when the door flew open and Ron was standing there frowning angrily.

'Well, happy birthday, Harry," I said before turning around. I felt his eyes burning a whole in the back of my neck as he stood there. I bit the inside of my mouth to stop myself from making a sound as he left the room with Ron and Hermione.

I wanted to tell him about the baby. I wanted to tell him so bad but … I couldn't do that. I didn't want to put another burden on his shoulders.

'Ginny, what's wrong? You've been awfully quiet recently,' Hermione asked that night. I looked up from the book I was reading. 'Are you worried about Harry?' I didn't really know the answer to that. There were a lot of things I was worried about. I nodded. Hermione got up from her best and sat down next to me on my bed.

'I'm scared, Hermione,' I said, breaking down crying. Hermione gasped and pulled me into a hug.

'Oh Ginny!'

'I'm absolutely terrified about what's going to happen next. I won't know where you three are or what's going to happen to me or … the baby," I sobbed into her shoulder. Hermione, who was busy rocking me, stopped and pulled away.

'Baby?' I pressed my lips into a tight line and nodded, pressing my hand to my stomach. Hermione's face whitened.

"You're … you're pregnant?' she whispered. I nodded again.

'Yeah.'

'I'm going to kill him,' she said, standing up and walking off towards the door. I grabbed her arm.

'No, Hermione! You can't! if you do then he'll find out and I can't have that!'

'And why don't you want to tell him?'

'Because if he finds out then he'll hold himself responsible for it and he's got enough on his head. This will just add to it. I can handle this myself.'

'Are you insane? He got you pregnant and now he's going to have to deal with it. He's at fault too! And why didn't you use protection! There are so many muggle contraceptions as well as wizarding ones.'

'Hermione, keep it down!'

'Ginny, how in Merlin's name are you planning on keeping a baby quiet? You'll be showing soon!'

'I only need to keep this quiet from Harry. Everyone else can find out, but not now. Not whilst he's still here,' I said, sitting back down on my bed.

'He has the right to know, Gin.'

'I know but not now … it's too dangerous. Hermione, think about it. Think about how much danger my baby or my family would be in if the Death Eater's or Voldemort found out that I was carrying Harry Potter's baby. I can't let that happen.' Hermione crouched down in front of me.

'But what we're about to do … it could take years.'

'I'm hoping it doesn't, Hermione and I'm counting on you. When this baby is born, it will be in more danger than ever especially if it looks like Harry.' Hermione walked towards her own bed and got into it.

'You're a really strong girl, Ginny. A really strong girl. You'll be a great mother and I promise you that I will bring your baby's father back in one piece as soon as I could manage it.' I smiled at her through my tears.

'Thank you, Hermione.'

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