White crystals floated quietly down to the ground. All around me snow flakes fluttered down into utter silence. The silence was magical, it was amazing how quiet it was, and unusual. It was like a greeting card , or a movie where the cold doesn't bother you and snow falling into your hair and eyelashes is romantic. As I looked up towards the sky snowflakes brushed my face numbing It. I closed my eyes and basked in the moonlight. After a few moments I continued walking down the back alley. Except for the rare moonbeam it was dark. I was running away, away from him. He always watches even though I never see it ,I feel it, his cold gaze always settled on me. Sometimes I even felt it when I slept. I thought , maybe he's lonely its only the of us and not even that most of the time. I tried talking but he never responded, I tried everything, he would just look right through me as If I weren't even there.. I finally gave up, but he kept watching me. Do you know how unnerving it is to be always watched, I tired leaving our cramped apartment but he always went with me whether I asked or not. At these times, I didn't even care I just went where ever my feet took me. Finally I could not take it any more, the silence was too loud. I remember it clearly it was a night just like this. I whirled around when he was following me and asked him why he did it. He said not a word, I told him I knew he watched me when I sleep, you always follow even when I don't want you to and you never say a word ,why. Then I just stared ,waiting for a response. I was upset for no reason except for the simple risk of my sanity. He stood there ,a contrast to the pure snow falling all around him, almost marring the mage but yet somehow completing it dressed in a black bottom and a black jacket , it was magic all over again, you expected him to just fade away, he didn't even meet my gaze. He stared at the ground , finally he spoke , "sorry" that's all he said ,then he turned around and walked away I was so surprised all I could do was stand there before I kept walking. His retreating figure vanished quickly in a whirl of white. that was two weeks ago. He doesn't watch me anymore or walk with me. And know what the strangest thing is , I feel bad, I mean I feel as if I'm the scum of the earth and.. I miss him.. I don't know why. It's time to go back now. * * * when I walk in he's sitting on his bed just staring out the window when I look I see that it gives the perfect view of my coming and going, guess I was wrong huh? He didn't even notice my approach when I just on the bed he doesn't even move. I wait for once I am not going to make the first move. I can wait I've got all night besides I'm used to waiting. * * * he slowly turned after what seemed like ages and just looked at me. "why?" that's all I ask that's all I want to know "I don't think I deserve an answer it's not my right to, I just want to know ,why?" he blinked "I don't know" for once in place of the usual dead expression, fear and confusion whirled in his eyes "I'm sorry" it was the best I could come up with. He blinked in surprise "why?" "because I was callous, I shouldn't have yelled, I don't mind if you walk with me, in fact I wish you would again..I miss you." He blinked again "w-what's it like" I was confused by this question "what do you mean" "what's it like to grow up normal... and to feel?" with this all I could feel was pity 'you call being a gundam pilot normal? my tone was not incredulous, I truly wanted to know "no , I mean before that" I was all I could do from laughing at the irony, a 15 year-old boy being trained to pilot a gundam, what possible way could I be normal. "how can being raised ? possibly be normal!

I case you haven't guessed it writers block! I'm curious to know what characters should I use,( as I wrote this I realized this could really do anyone, but I want to something original and unusual and I also want to know if this is a good start. I'm a horrible writer but at times when you have an idea you just haave to flow with it) that would really help guide the plot, oh and by the way I was reading some of the e-mails and would like to ask how far does the gundam wing magna series continue the only access to gundam wing I had was through the cartoon network and they canceled it, it seems it goes further than I thought P.S. I know the beginning seems choppy but that's how I wanted it to be, it's supposed to be a stream of conscious I am looking for lots-o-reviews and constructive criticism.