Angels
Chapter 1 - Depression
Edwards POV
I knew I was never going to be enough for her, that's why she died. My beautiful Bella. I didn't get to Phoenix in time and James had killed her. Carlisle said she would be fine, but she wasn't, she didn't even make it to the Ambulance.
I remember the house filled with tearless sobs, day and night, especially Esme. Rosalie was sympathetic, but she wasn't as emotional, I read her thoughts every now and then just to see what was really on her mind. It was usually cars, but sometimes a thought of my chocolate eyed girl came into mind.
It has been two hundred and seventy-two days since her death, two hundred and sixty-three since her funeral. My family went to it, except me, I could not bear the fact of seeing Bella in a big wooden coffin.
No one talks anymore, not even Alice. No one jokes and pranks, not even Emmet. Jasper got so stressed with all the depressing emotions around him that he decided to move, to another state. And of course he would not go without his mate, Alice. Even Emmet and Rose have not shared more than two words, them being ,"Hi". I haven't touched my Piano, it was now covered in dust, Esme was too caught up too even taking out the trash.
But one day, I got sick of it. I stormed out, running as fast as I could, no where in particular. I came to a stop. Bella's house. Chief Swan was now living with his wife, Sue Clearwater. The house was falling apart, the paint needed redoing, windows to be replaced, the lot. I self-consciously climbed up the tree, wary of humans around. I lifted the window up, it creaked and a load of dust flew up into my face. I looked onto her bed, the purple bed spread still messed up the exact same way it was when she last slept. When I caressed her cheek, sang her lullaby, kissed her, but I never said I Love You. That was my biggest mistake I ever made. She always said it to me, in a way, so did I. I always responded, "As do I", which doesn't really count. I shed a tearless-tear, stroked the pillow and crouched into her rocking chair. I sat there motionless for hours on end, not even blinking.
After it got dark, I got up and climbed out the window, and I ran into the forest, where she told me she knew I was a Vampire. A disgusting monster sent from hell. I wanted to kill my self, but I believe that she has a soul and I don't, so she would've just gotten sent straight to heaven, me, straight to hell.
"Bella, I love you"
I whispered, knowing she couldn't hear me.
"I love you too"
Said another voice. That cute clumsy voice of an angel. I glanced around. No one was there though, how can that be possible?
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