Summary- Companion piece to "Vertigo", read that first! Not really slash.
Loving you
Hurts so much
Seeing you so happy
So normal
While I am dying inside
One smile after another
I need to hold you so bad
To feel you hold
One kiss is all I need
To live another day
I just want to die
As you put your arms around her
When you do that it is like your hand around my throat
You past me
But try not to make your arm touch mine
I want to grab your hand and hold it tight
But the moment passes
You're gone
"Gosh, Dr. House and Dr. Cuddy make the cutest couple, don't they," says Dr. Cameron to me; yeah they do if you like blinding fluffiness.
"Yes they do,"
I wish that was I, so badly, I mean I have never Greg so…happy, normal looking, shaven. Of course, they are hiding the truth under each of their facades'. Cuddy is cheating on House, Greg wants someone else, me perhaps, who knows.
But of course, I am lying. They actually really are happy. Who knew you get two enemies drunk and they just sleep with each other and "get together" as the young people say. I wish that would work for me, but I can't hold my liquor worth shit. If you didn't notice what I did last time when I was alone with House.
He used to joke that he didn't know how I was an alcoholic, because I couldn't hold my liquor.
Course, now we never talk because he is always "doin' the dirty" with Cuddy in their office. I wonder how they are so loud yet no one yells at them.
I guess she is so loud to show that she did the impossible, the unthinkable, that she, a "lowly" (if there is such thing) doctor, changed "the" Gregory House, without the assign stance of a physiologist. She must feel the need the "mark" her territory. Oh, shit, they're coming over.
"Why, how is the cutest couple doing?" God, I should have been an actor. I would have been wonderful.
AN- So how is it, I love it. But then again I wrote it. So just, review or email me.