Claim: I own Bella, Ryan and maybe a few short scene characters…

AN: I'm a little rusty, considering I haven't written any fan fiction in months… This chapter is Rory P.O.V

Sum it up: "I never cared that much," Rory stubbornly retorted, and watched as he sauntered out of her life…again.

Mental notes:

-Future fic

-a little angst drama

-sarcasm and comedy of course )

-Let's just say something more happened during 'Run away little boy'

-Rory is living in NYC

-Takes place three years after her graduation at Yale

Warning: Short chapters…

Feedback: would be beautiful

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I thought I heard his voice…

His charming, calm and collected tone, ordering his morning coffee

I cleared my mind of these insane thoughts, and continued to read

But something nudged me, and reluctant as I was, I slowly glanced up

He wasn't there…

The bell on the café door sounded, as did my eyes

It was too late, he was already gone

And as I reverted back to my book, I reminded myself that I'm insane

Insane, it's not exactly the word my psychiatrist used to describe me

But the look in her eyes said it for her…

I'm broken

In between two different realities

And I wonder where in life I took the wrong path

I wonder many things…


I am victim of divorce papers

The papers I had drawn up two months ago

The papers that I never got signed

The papers that I insist in hiding from my husband

He would never understand…

I am victim of a beautiful child

A child whom takes on the features of her grandmother more everyday

A grandmother who wanted to care, but I refused to let her

I am victim of my own abuse…