Topic: Don't Do It
Author: G8rsfan
Show: Guiding Light
Pairing: Olivia/Natalia
Rating: All of the above
Disclaimer: Disclaimer: I do NOT own these characters... Even though I wish I did. But no I don't. They belong to someone else. And I am not profiting from this. Just a girl with a dream and a pencil and paper!
A/N: First off, I am not expert when it comes to writing! I haven't made it to writing school yet either... This being said there may possibly be mistakes, but they are all mine.
A/N: Let's just pretend it's around the time of the WoD. I know how I wanted the WoD to be played out. Imagine with me for a moment......
A/N: And don't worry my lovelies, Natalia isn't pregnant nor will she ever be pregnant by Frank "How do I tie my shoes" Cooper. -----DUMBASS!
A/N: I don't think it is that good.... BUT since someone was kissing ass and said it is good I decided to post it... Let's get this party started...
Love: A deep and tender affection for or attachment or devotion to someone. A strong, usually passionate, affection of one person for another.
Some people go their whole lives never experiencing true love. And some people find it in the strangest of places.....
Chapter One
"Don't do it! Noooooo Natalia please! You can't marry Frank... I LOVE YOU!" Olivia shouted, but nothing came out. She stood there helpless as Natalia said the two words that would obliterate her borrowed heart:
"I do."
Olivia awoke breathless. It was like someone had punched her in the stomach repeatedly. Never had a nightmare been so real. She knew in this moment that she had found her soul mate. The love of her life. The one person she was specifically made for. Natalia Rivera.
Olivia's heart hurt knowing that in just a couple of days the love of her life would be walking down the aisle to join Frank in holy matrimony. She took a deep breath and just started sobbing. Sobbing for the love she held in her heart and for the woman she'd never have. She let it all out. Everything. All the feelings she had, the anger she felt towards Frank, and mostly the anger she felt for herself for not telling Natalia.
But should she have? Would Natalia want to even hear something like this from her? Olivia thought. "I wouldn't. I mean look at me. I tried to steal her husband. I've done so much bad in my life."
The feelings Olivia had for Natalia were unlike anything she ever experienced. They made her feel whole for the first time in a long time. They also made her feel like she was worth something.
Natalia was the first person in her life that had been able to break down all the walls she built. Natalia never judged her for her past and never looked down on her because of her mistakes. It was like she only saw the good and that was all that mattered.
Olivia finally stopped crying and just laid in the bed staring at the ceiling. That didn't last for long because she soon remembered the pain that ripped through her chest when she saw Frank propose the week before....
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Natalia and Olivia were inside the farmhouse enjoying some hot chocolate when there was a knock on the door.
"I'll get it." Natalia said.
Natalia got up and went to answer the door. It was Frank.
"Hey Natalia." Frank said.
"Hello Frank. What's up?" Natalia replied.
"Can I talk to you outside for a moment?" Frank asked.
"Sure let me just tell Olivia I'm outside." Natalia said and walked towards the living room.
"Hey Liv. I'll be outside on the porch if you need me." Natalia said.
"Okay." Was Olivia's reply.
And with a little smile, Natalia headed out the door to Frank. Not knowing what Frank had up his sleeve. She stepped outside on the porch with Frank not seeing Olivia standing at the window.
"Okay Frank. What's up?" Natalia asked.
Frank looked like he was about to vomit. He was sweating profusely. And he was even stuttering.
"W-w-w-w-well N-N-Natalia. I-I-I was w-w-w-wondering if you w-w-would d..." Frank started.
"FRANK!" Natalia yelled. "Calm down and take a deep breath."
Frank took a deep breath and calmed his nerves. He slowly got down on one knee and began again.
Natalia knew he was proposing in this moment and she was shocked to say the least. "Crap!" She thought.
"Natalia, I know we've only been seeing each other a couple months, but I love you." Frank took a deep breath. "You and Rafe have become like family to me and I would like to know if you'd do me the honor of becoming my wife. Natalia Rivera, will you marry me?" Frank finished with a smile.
"Um... I don't know what to say Frank." Natalia answered nervously. She wanted so much to just say no, but Frank could be the father Rafe never had. Her son needed something stable and that's all she thought about when she decided on her answer. She didn't think about how the woman in the window would feel or how she herself would feel.
"Just think about it." Frank said.
"Okay." Natalia said.
Meanwhile neither one saw the green eyed beauty looking through the window the entire time. Tears stung at her eyes and she felt like her heart had been shattered into a million pieces. She walked away from the window and went upstairs to crawl into her bed. She knew now that there would never be a her and Natalia. Only Natalia and Frank. She cried herself to sleep thinking of what could have been.