Changes Chapter 1: Changes Chapters 1, 2, and 3, an angel fanfic

Chapter 1

Spike was mad! Angel had sent him out to kill a demon. One lousy demon, I mean come on! You run an Evil law firm couldn't you send special ops or something? Not that he didn't like the violence it's just… getting covered in demon goop, that sting. He could have easily sent out ops or something. But NO!

So here Spike was, dripping in Gloxt'ath Blood. They weren't hard to fight they were dumb and slow, but they were a little on the big side, and as Spike just found out if you chop their head off they explode. Spike was now whipping himself down. Spike stalked out of the alley towards him Ratty Apartment. This goop was starting to really burn.

Once he got home he shed his clothes as soon as he got through his door. He immediately went to the bathroom. He turned the shower on and jumped in! He quickly inhaled at the coldness of the shower. Even though he was dead it didn't mean he didn't feel cold. After scrubbing the goop off of his body. He jumped out of the shower grabbing his towel he stole from Angel's penthouse. He walked over to his clothes that were luckily still there. He picked them up and brought them to his little sink he had in his kitchen. He filled the sink with water and put his clothes him. That night he hadn't warn his duster because he didn't was to get it dirty. Once his clothes were situated he walked over to his bed, he dropped his towel and crawled under the sheets he pulled his duster over him. He then proceeded to pass out.

Chapter 2

Spike woke up to the sound of his neighbors yelling. He rolled onto his back, stretching, like when you woke form a deep sleep. He didn't remember falling asleep though he remembered taking a shower and climbing into bed. He sat up running his hands through his hair. What! His eyes widened as he felt his hair was longer. The texture was different to, his hair was wavy and down to his shoulder. His hands slid down his body! Until he realized was now a she. A scream ripped its was through his throat. The scream was high pitched.

"Oh god, oh god" she chanted her eyes widened even more at her own voice.

"Oh god who did this… oh god… okay what happened last nigh… fought the demon took a shower…passed out…." She trailed off trying to think about what happened 'why did I take a shower. What was the demon I fought?' she thought. 'Angel, I'll just go to him.' she nodded, but he can't see me like this. Okay I'll go shopping.' she thought.

Spike got out of bed and walked into the kitchen. She went over to the sink and took out her clothes. They were dry, so she slipped into them. They were way to big, but they would do. She put on her boots and went out into the cold night air.

She quickly walked to the Wolfram and Hart building. She went over the elevator and got in. She pressed the button for the 23 floors. The door closed and the lift started to rise, as cheery elevator music came on. The elevator suddenly stopped at floor 23. That was the floor that Angel's office was on along with Harmony, Gunn, and Wesley's office. she silently pleaded that it wasn't Angel. When harmony walked on carrying a stack of papers Spikes eyes widened.

"Hello" Harmony said.

" Hi" she said in a quiet voice.

The doors closed and they were thrown into silence other than the elevator music.

The elevator came to a stop at level 24. Harmony got off with a quick goodbye.

When the doors closed again she let out a breath she didn't need. The Elevator continued its climb up and finally got to her destination.

She walked off the elevator toward Lorne's office. When she had showed up a Wolfram and Hart she decided to go to Lorne she could get clothes along with a reading to see what happened to her. She came up the Lorne's door. She took a deep unneeded breath before knocking. She waited until Lorne opened the door. His brow creased at the sight of the little blond of his doorstep. Then his red eyes widened when he realized who this little blond was.

"Spike" he shouted at the blonde "is that you"

"Yeah" She replied in a shy voice.

"What happened Blondie" he asked opening the door as a silent invitation. She walked through the collapsed on the couch.

" I don't know... I just kind of... woke up like this." she took a breath before continuing." I came to you because well I need clothes and I thought you could read Me." she looked up a Lorne. Who just nodded?

"Okay we will go get you some clothes then we will go to Angel then I will read you." he said firmly. Spike just nodded. She didn't feel like arguing.

30 minutes later Lorne and Spike were outside a Clothing Store. Lorne tuned to spike and said

" Blondie bear, you buy what ever you want, it's all on Angel." Lorne smiled when Spike smiled

"When you put it that way I think I am going to have some fun." she gave a normal Spike smirk. They then walked into the store.

2 hours later they walked out Spike was dressed in Black leather pants with Blood red boots she had on a Blood red tank top that showed only a tiny strip of skin. She also had a new duster it was lighter an only went to he calf. Her hair fell in waves onto her shoulders and he face was done up in make-up. Her eyes were surrounded in think kohl. the rest of her face was pale. She had a bit of red shadow on her eyes also. Her jewelry was simple but elegant. On one wrist she had a simple silver chain. On the other she had a Black and a blood red wristband. Her neck sported a chain with a charm that looked like a railroad spike with a rose wrapped around it.

Spike and Lorne were both sporting multiple bags in each hand. Lorne looked over at a very happy Spike.

"Okay Spike are you ready to go see Angel" He asked her.

" Yupp! Do you think you could get me a room" she asked him. Putting her bags into the limo that pulled up.

" Actually...I was thinking you should stay with Angel in one of the rooms in his penthouse." Spike's head whipped around at what Lorne said.

" Are you kidding me..."? She shouted as they both got into the limo.

"No Sweetie I am not... He is going to want you to stay with him trust me..." Lorne said. She just nodded her head. The limo sped away, back toward the Wolfram and Hart building.

Spike and Lorne got back to the law firm in record time. Lorne went to his phone to call Angel and the Gang to a meeting; they were all going to meet in Angel's office in Five minutes.

Chapter 3

Spike and Lorne walked into Angel office chatting quietly about what Spike was going to sing he was calling her Jenn though just so the others didn't notice her change right away. They had made a bet that Angel would figure it out first. Spike looked up when she felt the heat of their stares on her. Especially Angels. She wondered if he could still smell his mark.

"Hey guys, I would like you all to meet Jenn. She is going to be needing our help with something, also if her voice works out she will be working for me as an entertainer." Lore smirked when he saw Spikes Head whip around at the last part.

" What! You said nothing about me working for you" she hissed at Lorne. But Lorne just waved her off. Lorne noticed everyone staring at this beauty standing next to him.

" Well guys, don't just stare at her make her welcome or at least say Hi. " Lorne said smirking as everyone said Hello at the same time.

"Hi" Spike said. Angel got up to stand by the beauty. She looked amazing, Blonde hair, amazing cheekbones, and beautiful Blue eyes. Those eyes made his heart ache for his Boy. He missed his Will so much, but he could brood later, this beauty needed their help.

"So how can we help you, Jenn" He asked her.

" Well, you must be Angel, Hi." she said seductively before continuing" I need help with a change I am going through..." before she could say anymore Lorne interrupted

" Well how bout you sing me a little ditty before you go on then we will go from there" lore asked Spike nodded her head. In her mind she was searching for a song that sang what she felt once she found one she began. "Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
And no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

When she finished everyone just stared at her. She had an amazing voice. Lorne's eyes were wide with surprise. He turned to look at her.

"Spike, Sweetie, your not going back as far as I can tell, but i do want you to work with me! You were Amazing" Lorne said not noticing his mistake. Everyone's eyes widened.

"SPIKE" Everyone yelled in surprise. She just nodded her head looking down. Tears in her eyes. Fred walked up to her and asked

"Spike, why didn't you tell us, what happened" Fred said softly

"I didn't want anyone to know." Spike said quietly before Turing and running out of Angel's office. She ran to the elevator and took it down to the main lobby and ran out into the night. Up in Angel's office as soon as she disappeared Lorne shouted at Angel to go after her.

"Why" Angel asked quietly, that beauty was his Will. Lorne's eyes were even more red than normal.

"Because she is going to get hurt if you don't" Lorne shouted" NOW GO"

"Where is she going" Angel asked grabbing a dagger just in case.

"She is going to a club called studio 54. Outside in the Alley." Angel took off with thanks.

Outside the club Angel looked around there was an alley on each side. 'Which one, which, one' he asked himself. When a high-pitched scream split through the air he took of towards the sound. When he got into the right alley what he saw made his skin boil. 4 big men were backing a terrified Spike into a corner. He was to far away to hear what they were saying but when he saw one hit Spike then the smell of his childe's blood in the air. He roared and charged at them. They had hurt what was his.

"Hey, guys pick on someone your own size" he shouted before taking them out. In less than 5 minutes all 4 men were unconsous .He looked over to where his childe was crouched. He slowly walked over as to not frighten her.

"Spike...Will" Angel asked silently. Spike's head shot up at his voice. Her eyes were wide with fear and tears coursed down her cheeks.

"Angel" she asked quietly. He smiled and said yes. Angel then had a lapful of crying Spike.

"I was so scared I haven't fought in this body before. And I couldn't get any punches then they backed me into a corner. And I didn't know what to do, but then you came and im safe now right? Im safe" she babbled. Before starting to sob again. Angel held her tighter to him as she sobbed.

"Spike, your okay I'll keep you safe... Shhh your okay Will." Angel soothed her. "Lets go back to Wolfram and Hart you can stay up in the penthouse. Spike just nodded as Angel picked her up. She curled into his chest. He walked back to his car holding his childe close to him.