A/N: My lovely Kyliebear wanted me to write this for her. It's basically what we have been through, and we have been through bad things and we currently aren't together. So yeah this is an angst love poem with Kakuzu and Hidan (by Kyliebear loves Kane's request). She might write Hidan's part to the poem because this is just Kakuzu point of view.

Warning: Yaoi, angst, heartbreak, and KakuHi.

Disclaimer: Naruto belongs to Masashi Kishimoto.

What of us?

Hidan,

From the moment we meet,

I knew you were special.

You were a bright light,

In my tunnel of pain and sadness.

I never had a connection with anyone,

Like I do with you.

It all started with a simple exchange of words,

But bloomed like flowers during spring.

I started to develop feelings for you.

I had no idea what to do.

It was new to me,

And I was confused.

Now Hidan,

Let me tell you one thing.

When I am confused,

I make the wrong choice.

The first mistake,

Was when I told you,

I might like you.

We were just starting to be friends,

And you were so young.

I think I confused you,

But I'm not sure.

Things flew by,

And you asked me everyday,

If I liked you.

I didn't know what to say,

So I lied to you.

Then came along someone,

Who I knew could take you away.

I became over protective,

And I wouldn't let her touch you,

Even though you were friends with her.

Then my next mistake,

Was asking you to be mine.

You were so confused,

And you said you didn't know.

You have no ides,

How your answer hurt me.

I liked you a lot,

I think,

And I wanted you to like me too.

You were off and on,

Yes and no.

I thought about leaving you.

You said you liked me,

But didn't want to date.

I left you,

I don't think that was a mistake.

But what I did next,

I believe was a big mistake.

After 3 months,

I came back to you.

I did,

And I shouldn't have.

We were better off without each other.

You didn't feel anything for me anymore,

But I still liked you.

Then we decided to go out,

But not really.

You always talk about how you like others,

And that you would like to kiss them.

You said you love me,

You still say that,

But is it true?

I love you,

I know that's true.

We are dating,

But at the same time we aren't.

So now you say,

Your in love with me.

That can't be true.

So here I am,

Standing in front of you,

Reciting this poem I made for you,

Saying I'm sorry,

But It's true.

Your hurting me,

And I don't know what to do.

You wanted to wait until summer,

To date,

And just be best friends in the mean time.

Just blow it off Hidan,

You don't want to date,

Do you?

It hurts so much to think,

You might have been playing me.

It hurts so much,

Please stop doing this to me.

Just tell me the truth,

Do you want me,

Or do you not?

I guess it's better,

That we are friends.

I'm ugly,

And you are beautiful.

I'm crying,

And there is nothing you can do.

Your saying it again,

And I don't want to hear it.

Stop,

Please,

Before I hurt myself,

In the name of you.

You have a whole life ahead of you,

Don't let me stop you….

I'll love you until the end of time.

Maybe,

One day,

We will be together.

Maybe,

We'll be the best of lovers.

After Note: I poured my whole heart out on this because these are MY feeling for Kyliebear. Now I have to go change my dating status cause we aren't dating. ( T.T) I cried writing this and typing it, so it's ok if you cry to. I might do a sequel to this so I don't feel so bad writing this sadness for this couple.

Please review, it'll make me stop crying.