I sort of want her to die. Why do I want that? I have no idea. I just, want the Careers to kill her. So I don't have to. I really want to win. Why else would I join the Career Pack? You know what, I'm not even that sure I want to win. Who would I go back to? My mother hates me, and my father? My father loves me, but would never treat me the same if I win.
Never mind. I look at the fear, determination, and pain in Katniss' eyes, and I know she has more to look forward to in life than me. I love her so much... I'm sure. I want Katniss to win. Yet, how can I insure her survival? Glimmer, Cato, and Clove have all taken their attempts to kill her, they're definitely going to ask me to try to kill her.
"Hey, guys, why don't you just go to sleep while I go and kill Katniss?" I suggest. Cato and Glimmer agree, both surely tired from training. Clove glares at me, but agrees, most likely because Cato did. They both really love each other. They both spent their lives together. I've barely spent any time with Katniss.
Anyway, the rest of the Careers fall asleep, covering their weapons in a way that if anyone touched them, they'd wake them up. I wait a couple minutes to make sure they fall asleep, and wink to Katniss, lie down, close my eyes, and put my knife beside me, free for her to pick up.
I just pray Katniss understands what I'm doing. I mean, she's way too smart to just sit in that tree. I think I hear her talking to someone. She should really be quiet, or she might wake up Clove.
Wait, why do I hear Tracker Jackers?