Forever My Love
Disclaimer: Don't own QAF. End of story. As I lie here, in this warm hospital bed dying, all I can think of is Brian. It's hard to believe that six years ago, I was in this very same hospital sitting beside him as he breathed his last breath. I miss him so much, even after all these years of living without him. I think of him every day, and of the life we shared together for fifty years. Even though we've had many difficulties, I cherish every moment I spent with him. I've never loved any man before him and I never will. My friends tried to set me up with men, so I could "move on" but I knew I would never love any man like I loved Brian. I remember the first day we met, I felt such intense chemistry between us and I felt such love when we had sex for the first time, I knew shortly afterwards that I would love him for the rest of my life. It took a while for people to understand the love we shared, but they did, especially our children. Gus and Lilly are asking the doctors if there's any way I can be saved, but they know there isn't. I love my children, but it's time for me to leave now. I know that soon I will be in Brian's arms, in a place with no hate, no homophobia or violence. We will be happy and free, together forever. I see him now, he's more beautiful than ever, he's young again and so am I. He's smiling at him and holding me tightly in his arms now. I'm crying hard as he strokes my hair and kisses me. "What's wrong? We're together now." He asks in a concerned voice. I tell him I'm crying because I'm so happy to be with him again. "So am I, Sunshine. So are you ready to go?" He asks smilling. I say yes and he holds my hand, leading me to the light. I never felt so much joy and love even when I was alive. I know we're going to Heaven, but even if we were going to Hell, I know I would be so happy, because I'd be with Brian. We're together now and nothing will ever tear us apart again.