Damaged

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" What happened!?," she said with tears in her eyes. " What happened to us!?"

" I don't know." Slash said

" Why can't I be worth something to you!?" she said with a broken voice.

" WHY! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BREAK MY HEART!" Nancy said.

" Look I'm just saying that we should just be friends for now." Slash said.

" Did I do something wrong?" she looked at him at him with those gorgeous blue eyes and immediately wanted to change his mind about the whole thing, part of him wanted to be single and just mess around, but the way she said things her voice sounded so hurt.

Slash held his emotions back and said, " Baby no you didn't do anything wrong, it's just that I need time to myself I'm not ready for something serious." She looked at him with anger and said, " SO YOU FUCKIN LIED TO ME!!!," Nancy said. " So all you that stuff you said to me was fucking bullshit right?" He looked at her and didn't say anything.

" WAS IT?!" she screamed.

" NO! It wasn't bullshit." Slash screamed.

" WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?! " Nancy yelled.

" OH MY GOD! I JUST TOLDYOU!!! Slash screamed

Nancy cried even more she knew she couldn't do anything about it, she just had to let go.

Slash came over and wrapped his arms around her and held Nancy close to him.

" Baby, look I love you so much, but like I said need to be by myself I just wanna kick back for now and next year when I'm ready the first person I'm gonna ask out is you." She looked at him and smiled, while he wiped away the tears he kissed her gently on the lips, walked to his car, got in and left. Nancy watched him drive out of sight.

" 6:45 and already my life is miserable UGH!!!" Nancy said aloud as she got up. Why me ? Why couldn't of been someone else, nothings gonna be the same anymore, well at least it's Friday. Usually Slash walks me to school… OH MY GOD! IF I KEEP TORTURING MYSELF LIKE THIS I'M GONNA CRY!' she thought. She prayed that she never would hear the sound of goodbye come out his mouth, but it really happened the fear of being alone swallowed her body whole. Inside she felt dead it felt like as if though her spirit had floated away from her body.

" Hey Nancy! I heard what happened between you and Slash." Linda said.

" Yeah, thanks for bringing it up Linda." She said.

" Don't sweat it Nancy, he's an asshole anyway, in my point of view I think you can do much better." Linda said as she put an arm around her as they started walking to school.

Nancy took out her books for her next class, just before she closed her locker door she took down a picture of her and Slash and stared at it for a moment and threw it on the floor, when she closed her locker door, Slash was standing right in front of her.

" Hey Nancy how are you feeling?" He asked.

" Why the hell should you care?" Nancy said angrily.

" Nancy please don't be like that." Slash said.

" GO AWAY!" she yelled as she stormed off

" Come on Nancy, don't fucking walk away from me!" he yelled after her.

She kept running until she got to her class, sat down with her head on the desk and cried.

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Spanish 3rd period 10:20 A.M

I felt like I screwed up on our relationship, the only thing I feel towards

Slash is bitterness. Maybe it'll take me awhile to get over the fact that were just friends.

I love him and I hate him at the same time. How could I be so blind? I just pray to god that things will be alright in the future.

You like or Hate it? R and R please!!! Don't hate on me its my first time writing ok. ^.^