(Al POV)
I stumbled away from Tris. I had had a feeling she wouldn't forgive me, but I didn't think it would be this harsh for me. I didn't know my love for her was this strong.
When I walked away, I found myself walking towards my bed. I lied down, erasing all the dreams I had about us being together, our first date, raising a family...none of that could happen unless she forgave me, which she swore she wouldn't do.
I found myself walking by the Chasm, near where we attacked her. "I'm a horrible person." I said, almost not realizing I said it out loud. I knelt down and traced where her blood was faintly visible on the stones. By the time I stood up, I could hear people shouting - breakfast was over. I turned to join the crowd, but felt a hand at my neck.
"You - apologized - to - the - stiff." Peter's voice rasped in my ear.
I closed my eyes. "I'm sorry! But if you hadn't dragged me into this anyway, I wouldn't have!"
"If you had fastened the mask to your hoodie like the rest of did, you wouldn't have needed to apologize!"
"I didn't want to not be able to take it off." Such a lame excuse.
"You're pathetic."
"I know."
Peter slammed me against the wall and put a hand over my mouth, punching my legs until I couldn't use them. He walked up to me in between my legs and I felt myself instantly harden. His voice rasped again. "You're worthless."
He pushed me into the Chasm.