Kenren Taishou: Hi people!!! This crazy fanfic writer is here once again and this time…writing song fics!!!
Hakkai: And in all her enthusiasm she forgot to mention that she doesn't own Saiyuki!
Sanzo: And thank God she doesn't!!!!
Kenren: Anyways this fic was inspired by yet another Evanescence song "My Last Breath"
Gojyo: Which is also not her property
Kenren: Stop interrupting!!!!! In any case this is Rinrei's POV just before she was reincarnated as a result of being found, so to say "guilty" of having a relationship with Homura.
Fanfic contains bits and pieces of the actual lyrics which are written in italics
So here it goes!
Enjoy!!!(^ ﻥ ^)
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My Last Breath (Rinrei's POV)
As they drag me away from your last embrace….
Hold on to me, Love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you
And I'm not afraid
No…I'm not afraid to admit it. I love you, Homura and I'm not ashamed.
Do you remember what I once told you? That if I could I'd die for you?
It's funny…but now I'm dying because of you….
You see, I kept my promise
I told you I couldn't live if you where not there, by my side.
And now I'm…
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet rapture light
It ends here tonight
The end is close. I can feel it. I'm growing weak…and it's so cold….colder than the icy winter nights...
I'll miss the winter
I'll miss so many things…I'll miss you…
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree
(Come find me)
Come find me, Homura
Don't forget me…
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
I'm trying to hold on….
A bit longer….
To this image of you I have in my mind
They are trying to erase all my memories…
But they can't.
…Because…
I won't forget you
Your face
Your voice
Every moment we secretly shared
Every memory I have of you
Are safe inside myself
Homura, don't blame yourself for what is happening to me.
The choice, to love you, was also mine and so is the fault.
Please….I'm not blaming you! I know you'd rather die yourself then see me suffer
I know you'd spare me from all of this if only they had let you…If only they had given you a choice…
I see you…..
Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's here.
Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
I still love you
I will always love you
I feel myself being dragged away from my body…
My soul pulled away from me and forced into another prison
It's painful…
More painful then I imagined it would be
It's getting hard to breathe…
I'm going numb…
I feel sick…
All the sound are muffled
All I can hear is you
Calling me
Calling me
As you fade to black
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Kenren: I hope this wasn't that bad…Rinrei is mentioned so little that it was kind of hard to write this…I had the intention of continuing the fanfic by writing Homura's POV as a song fic to 'Imaginary' by Evanescence…but I'll guess I'll see what kind of response I get from you guys with this one, so please review!!!!