So this is a short and sweet one-shot Akuroku fic. Its not too long, but I wrote this on my birthday MONTHS ago while I was at the beach. Thank god for iPod touches!
I may turn this into an actual story, but I really don't know. So On with the fluffy!
Disclaimer: I in no way am making profit from this, and I don't own anything!
Roxas
I've always loved the ocean. It was always so calming, and it was always the perfect place to be when I had too much on my mind.
This was the perfect place to be right now.
So much has happened over the past few days, I just need to clear my mind.
As I gazed out into the water, memories of that one fatal day flooded into my mind. A day I wish I could completely redo, and fix everything. That one-day had to be the worst day of my pathetic life. Ever.
My gaze now fell to my hand that now held a keyblade. I stared at the beautiful but deadly weapon for quite awhile. I wished I could rid myself of this curse. To me having this so called "key to light" or whatever it is, I really don't care. All I know is that it is curse.
Everyone that found out that I weld this key, either fled and avoided me at all costs, or tried to abuse the keys power for their own purposes. All except him. He was the only one who stayed by my side. He became my friend. And over time, he was the one that truly knew everything about me. He became the one and only person I could pour my nonexistent heart on. And he would listen to everything that I had to say, and waited until I fished then comforted me. He treated, and loved me like his little brother that he wished that he had.
What I have done to him, I regret completely. I should have been the one that received all those harsh punishments. I should be the one that has been removed from the Organization, but whenever I wanted to speak, he made sure I did not. He protected me. Even through his last few minutes in the Organization, he still blamed himself for everything. Not once did he blame me. Even though it was my entire fault. I even hurt him! Both emotionally and physically! Yet he still forgives me?
I can NEVER fix what I have done. I could spend the rest of my life making up for all the mistakes that I have made, but even then, this one mistake can never be fixed. No matter what I do.
If only you were here to see the tears running down my face. How I cry myself to sleep regretting what I have done to you. If only you were here to know that, I'm sorry. For everything that I have ever said or done to you that has hurt you. I can never ever take back what happened over these few days. The name I scream while tearing at my chest is yours. I only wish I could be in you place. You deserved nothing.
These tears I cry are for you. For you only. I'm sorry for everything.
I love you.
If only I had the chance to tell you how I truly felt about you. Maybe one day we will meet again, and I can tell you everything.
I miss you,
Axel.
Sooo~! That was really short, but I thought it was nice. What do you think?
Its just a bunch of random thoughts that I managed to put together while like I said, I was at the beach xDD The ocean really is pretty..
Anywho~!
Sorry that its so short! But I hope you liked it! It's my firs ever Akuroku fic ever! So please tell me what you think!
Much love~!
~Kaoru