Chapter 1: Why won't you let me die?
"It's all your fault," says Bulma, her body mutilated, defiled, dead and he felt guilty about it.
"I'm sorry forgive me," sobbed Vegeta.
"How can I forgive you for such weakness you failed to protect your own wife," she screams.
A flash of light comes over the scene as Vegeta is forced to relive the moment she died. She was gutted right before him, while he just stood there helpless, forced to watch their unborn child slide along the pavement, along with the rest of her insides.
"Vegeta, Vegeta your having another nightmare please wake up," says Goku shaking the smaller sayain out of his nightmares.
It's been two weeks since Chi-chi and Bulma had died. Kazaya and Hwoarang came to earth to kill them but they got Chi-chi and Bulma instead. When he saw Bulma died Vegeta couldn't stop himself he leveled half the city before Goku could knock him out to calm him down. Even though he got him to calm him down he still hasn't stop shaking and sobbing since the funeral.
"Vegeta it's okay," comforts Goku.
"Leave me alone," whispers Vegeta.
"No I won't leave you alone am too afraid of what you'll do to yourself," says Goku.
Earlier that day…
"Vegeta… Vegeta time to get up for breakfast," says Goku. "I guess it's breakfast in bed again."
Going downstairs to get his now daily glass of scotch Goku comes back up with the tray of breakfast in hand.
"Vegeta," calls Goku one more time opening the door.
Dropping the tray he rushes to the bathroom, the once beautiful green carpeted floor ruined soaked through. The razor floated on the floor as he laid there cut from wrist to fore arm soaking in the ever flowing warm water bath. Finally getting him on the bed Goku wraps his wounds goes downstairs for another glass of scotch and comes back up with another plate.
"Look geta I made your favorite," says Goku trying to get him to eat.
"I'm not hungry," says Vegeta rolling over.
Sighing Goku heads back downstairs.
Later…
Checking on him every hour Goku feels comfortable enough to relax with a bottle of brandy (now that all the scotch is gone all 5 bottles) and watch some TV. He falls a sleep only to wake up hours later to his horror.
"Vegeta… Vegeta oh my god why did I have to fall a sleep," says Goku racing up the stairs.
Frantically searching the entire building Goku fails to fine the fallen Prince.
"Dr. Briefs have you seen Vegeta," asks Goku.
"Oh yes he's in the backyard in the gravity machine I think he's going to go do some training," says Dr. Briefs.
"Oh thankfully," sighs Goku heading to the back. "I can't sense him so he can't be training."
Opening the patio door Goku races once again to the prince's aid.
Setting the gravity machine to it's maximum volume Vegeta lays on the floor and waits to be crushed under the weight that couldn't possibly be heavier than his misery.
"Vegeta," screams Goku banging on the door.
The gravity machine threatening to cave in on itself Goku quickly IT's inside long enough to grab the sorrow stricken prince and IT out.
Present…
"Why won't you let me die," asks Vegeta.
"Because I care too much about you to let you kill yourself, I know that is not how the Prince of all Sayian's would want to die," explains Goku.
"The Sayain Prince deserves to be with his people and his wife," says Vegeta.
"But the prince had a duty to lead those of us who are still here," says Goku heading downstairs.
Grabbing another glass of brandy Goku gathers his things off the couch and goes back up to Vegeta's room.
"What are you doing," asks Vegeta ask Goku crawls in the bed with him.
"I'm not going to leave you alone not until you'll leave yourself alone," says Goku.