Reflections (SM/GW)
By: Psyche
Email: psychemegami@yahoo.com
Website: http://www.angelfire.com/anime2/paradox/
http://gundamwinghq.trifocus.net/
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Dear Readers,
Well. Everyone was asking for a Usagi/Wufei fic, so I decided to give it to them. For a
little background on the story. The war w/ White Fang is over, the colonies and Earth are
at peace. Usagi is immortal. She has lived for a very very long time. All the Senshi and
Mamo-chan are dead...being reborn every few centuries. Well...that leads us to the
story! I hope you like it! Ja ne!
Love you all!!
~~Psyche~~
PS: On with the fic!!
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Chapter 1
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It had been only a week since the battle, and everything had calmed down. Peace had
taken it's toll, and the world and colonies were now on the way to unity and pascifism.
Everything was peaceful now...
Except for him. He couldn't stop blaming himself for what had happened. The war may
have been over for the other Gundams, but for him...it was only beginning. How could
he forgive himself. He had won. He had WON! And he should never have. It was all
his fault. All his fault...
He could never...never understand why it had happened. He could still here Treize's last
words. Full of regret, sorrow, hope, trust, understanding, and acceptance. He could still
feel the rage that had overwealmed him at the words. And could still see the explosion
that had followed.
Injustice. He no longer deserved to fight. Not after all that happened.
And now that the war was over, he had nothing left. Meiran was dead. The colony he
had faught to protect was destroyed. His honor was lost. He had been the cause of so
many deaths...and the one that would haunt him forever was that of Treize.
Wufei was lost in the confusion of his own existence...And he knew that he had nothing
left to live for...but an easy way out would not be honorable...
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He walked down the street, the trench coat keeping out the cold. His long hair, normally
pulled back in a tight ponytail, was hanging freely over his shoulders. His dark eyes were
downcast. His walk was slow and steady. A light mist formed in front of him with every
breath. It was a cold winter day. And it matched his dark mood perfectly.
He was alone. But that was how he had lived for so long. His life had twisted and turned
and there had always been that void inside him. Lost. Completely lost and confused.
That was why he wasn't capable of piloting Nataku. That was why it all seemed so
meaningless now. He had no one. And no one had him.
There were times when he would dream of what might happen...if...if...if he found
someone he could love whole-heartedly. Someone who would love him whole-heartedly.
But that would never happen. He didn't deserve the love.
But...
Wufei paused in his walk. Heero had found Relena. He may never have accepted her
love, but he had found someone who *did* love him. Maybe there was a chance for him.
Maybe...
~~~~
She was alone. Truly alone. Years she had lived...and lived...and lived...She had watched
as her friends died one by one. Yet she was lost in the eternity called immortality. It was
a curse...it was a blessing. And it was a terrible force that she could never break away
from. It had all began in the Silver Millinium. Dying and being reborn. But things hadn't
gone as planned, and she had found that she had been given a new life source...an
eternal one. The Silver Crystal had become her own heart crystal. It was hers for all
eternity. It would continue to support her life. And it would continue to aid her in her
battles, reviving her and setting her free for another chance at peace...but only to return
when she was needed. And it didn't do anything to help her friends and loved ones...her
Mamo-chan. She had lived a long time. A very long time. She had ruled her Kingdom and
watched as it crumbled. She had faded into the mists of time...becoming nothing more
than a mere myth. A beautiful goddess that came to aid those who had pure hearts...
She had watched as the war took over the world and space colonies. As the five souls
gave up everything to train and fight and die to save them. And she watched as the
battles ended. She cried for those who died. Smiled for Quatre and Trowa and Duo.
Three souls that found peace at last. She was saddened by Heero's refusal to stay and
to love and be loved. But that was who he was. The perfect soldier. She had placed
emotions into his heart with her powers. And she was going to let the things take their
course with him...
But what interested her most was Wufei. Probably the loneliest of them all. He was
hurting. His soul was torn. Ripped to pieces...
And even though she knew she would outlive him by millenia and more...she knew that
she would do anything to heal him.
~~~~
Wufei stood there for a moment before continuing to walk. There was a light rain falling
now...it froze slightly as it hit the ground, only the melt again at the Earths temperature.
His long black hair was slightly wet and his body slowly numbing from the intense cold it
held.
But he didn't care. He didn't care about much of anything anymore...
And he didn't really care when he bumped right into someone...he didn't care that the
force had caused both of them to fall to the ground. Nor did he care that his victim was
laying under him dazed and confused.
But he did care, however, when he saw her...
She was beautiful. Long silver hair. Silverish blue eyes. He stared.
She smiled slightly at him...
But it didn't reach her eyes. Eyes that held so much knowledge. He saw in them a
reflection of himself. The sadness. The loneliness. The need for love.
He blinked, pushing himself off the ground...and her.
She smiled slightly at him. Sadly.
Neither said a word as they stood there staring at each other. For a few minutes, that is
what everyone passing by saw.
A gorgeous silver-haired girl standing in front of a taller, black-haired man...
Until...
Wufei's eyes narrowed as he suddenly found himself brought back to reality. "Watch
where you are going, onna!" He hissed angrily. Then roughing pushed past her,
continuing on his regular path at a much faster pace.
What had come over him, he didn't know. All he knew was that it had felt strange and
he didn't like it. He had to get away from her as quickly as possible.
Usagi smiled slightly, turning and watching as he strode away. Goodbye, Wufei.
Someday, I will take that pain away...
And she continued down her own path, the opposite direction of Wufei.
~~~~
Usagi sat in her apartment, staring at her reflection. In the last 1000 years, she had not aged at all. Not one rinkle...nothing. Just...she continued to be 18 years old. It was her
destiny. But her eyes. They terrified her sometimes. She saw in them all the knowledge
she had obtained over the years. She saw the memories she tried to forget and the
people she tried to remember. So many had died over the years. So many of her friends.
So many of her enemies.
And none of them deserved to die. Just like she didn't deserve to live. A curse. Being
lost in this realm of infinite possibilities...yet none coming true.
She sighed, blinking back tears. She had cried so many times over the last few centuries.
Each for a death...a memory...a possibility.
But there were times possibilities made her smile...
Wufei.
Wufei was a possibility.
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Well...what do you think? Like? Dislike? grins.......well...ja ne! Oh! and don't forget to
REVIEW this fan fic! lol...Email me at
psychemegami@yahoo.com ...
Thanx!
~~Psyche~~
By: Psyche
Email: psychemegami@yahoo.com
Website: http://www.angelfire.com/anime2/paradox/
http://gundamwinghq.trifocus.net/
~~~~
~~~~
Dear Readers,
Well. Everyone was asking for a Usagi/Wufei fic, so I decided to give it to them. For a
little background on the story. The war w/ White Fang is over, the colonies and Earth are
at peace. Usagi is immortal. She has lived for a very very long time. All the Senshi and
Mamo-chan are dead...being reborn every few centuries. Well...that leads us to the
story! I hope you like it! Ja ne!
Love you all!!
~~Psyche~~
PS: On with the fic!!
~~~~
~~~~
Chapter 1
~~~~
~~~~
It had been only a week since the battle, and everything had calmed down. Peace had
taken it's toll, and the world and colonies were now on the way to unity and pascifism.
Everything was peaceful now...
Except for him. He couldn't stop blaming himself for what had happened. The war may
have been over for the other Gundams, but for him...it was only beginning. How could
he forgive himself. He had won. He had WON! And he should never have. It was all
his fault. All his fault...
He could never...never understand why it had happened. He could still here Treize's last
words. Full of regret, sorrow, hope, trust, understanding, and acceptance. He could still
feel the rage that had overwealmed him at the words. And could still see the explosion
that had followed.
Injustice. He no longer deserved to fight. Not after all that happened.
And now that the war was over, he had nothing left. Meiran was dead. The colony he
had faught to protect was destroyed. His honor was lost. He had been the cause of so
many deaths...and the one that would haunt him forever was that of Treize.
Wufei was lost in the confusion of his own existence...And he knew that he had nothing
left to live for...but an easy way out would not be honorable...
~~~~
He walked down the street, the trench coat keeping out the cold. His long hair, normally
pulled back in a tight ponytail, was hanging freely over his shoulders. His dark eyes were
downcast. His walk was slow and steady. A light mist formed in front of him with every
breath. It was a cold winter day. And it matched his dark mood perfectly.
He was alone. But that was how he had lived for so long. His life had twisted and turned
and there had always been that void inside him. Lost. Completely lost and confused.
That was why he wasn't capable of piloting Nataku. That was why it all seemed so
meaningless now. He had no one. And no one had him.
There were times when he would dream of what might happen...if...if...if he found
someone he could love whole-heartedly. Someone who would love him whole-heartedly.
But that would never happen. He didn't deserve the love.
But...
Wufei paused in his walk. Heero had found Relena. He may never have accepted her
love, but he had found someone who *did* love him. Maybe there was a chance for him.
Maybe...
~~~~
She was alone. Truly alone. Years she had lived...and lived...and lived...She had watched
as her friends died one by one. Yet she was lost in the eternity called immortality. It was
a curse...it was a blessing. And it was a terrible force that she could never break away
from. It had all began in the Silver Millinium. Dying and being reborn. But things hadn't
gone as planned, and she had found that she had been given a new life source...an
eternal one. The Silver Crystal had become her own heart crystal. It was hers for all
eternity. It would continue to support her life. And it would continue to aid her in her
battles, reviving her and setting her free for another chance at peace...but only to return
when she was needed. And it didn't do anything to help her friends and loved ones...her
Mamo-chan. She had lived a long time. A very long time. She had ruled her Kingdom and
watched as it crumbled. She had faded into the mists of time...becoming nothing more
than a mere myth. A beautiful goddess that came to aid those who had pure hearts...
She had watched as the war took over the world and space colonies. As the five souls
gave up everything to train and fight and die to save them. And she watched as the
battles ended. She cried for those who died. Smiled for Quatre and Trowa and Duo.
Three souls that found peace at last. She was saddened by Heero's refusal to stay and
to love and be loved. But that was who he was. The perfect soldier. She had placed
emotions into his heart with her powers. And she was going to let the things take their
course with him...
But what interested her most was Wufei. Probably the loneliest of them all. He was
hurting. His soul was torn. Ripped to pieces...
And even though she knew she would outlive him by millenia and more...she knew that
she would do anything to heal him.
~~~~
Wufei stood there for a moment before continuing to walk. There was a light rain falling
now...it froze slightly as it hit the ground, only the melt again at the Earths temperature.
His long black hair was slightly wet and his body slowly numbing from the intense cold it
held.
But he didn't care. He didn't care about much of anything anymore...
And he didn't really care when he bumped right into someone...he didn't care that the
force had caused both of them to fall to the ground. Nor did he care that his victim was
laying under him dazed and confused.
But he did care, however, when he saw her...
She was beautiful. Long silver hair. Silverish blue eyes. He stared.
She smiled slightly at him...
But it didn't reach her eyes. Eyes that held so much knowledge. He saw in them a
reflection of himself. The sadness. The loneliness. The need for love.
He blinked, pushing himself off the ground...and her.
She smiled slightly at him. Sadly.
Neither said a word as they stood there staring at each other. For a few minutes, that is
what everyone passing by saw.
A gorgeous silver-haired girl standing in front of a taller, black-haired man...
Until...
Wufei's eyes narrowed as he suddenly found himself brought back to reality. "Watch
where you are going, onna!" He hissed angrily. Then roughing pushed past her,
continuing on his regular path at a much faster pace.
What had come over him, he didn't know. All he knew was that it had felt strange and
he didn't like it. He had to get away from her as quickly as possible.
Usagi smiled slightly, turning and watching as he strode away. Goodbye, Wufei.
Someday, I will take that pain away...
And she continued down her own path, the opposite direction of Wufei.
~~~~
Usagi sat in her apartment, staring at her reflection. In the last 1000 years, she had not aged at all. Not one rinkle...nothing. Just...she continued to be 18 years old. It was her
destiny. But her eyes. They terrified her sometimes. She saw in them all the knowledge
she had obtained over the years. She saw the memories she tried to forget and the
people she tried to remember. So many had died over the years. So many of her friends.
So many of her enemies.
And none of them deserved to die. Just like she didn't deserve to live. A curse. Being
lost in this realm of infinite possibilities...yet none coming true.
She sighed, blinking back tears. She had cried so many times over the last few centuries.
Each for a death...a memory...a possibility.
But there were times possibilities made her smile...
Wufei.
Wufei was a possibility.
~~~~
~~~~
Well...what do you think? Like? Dislike? grins.......well...ja ne! Oh! and don't forget to
REVIEW this fan fic! lol...Email me at
psychemegami@yahoo.com ...
Thanx!
~~Psyche~~