"Hi, this is Bilbo . I probably can't answer you now. Or I just don't want to. Leave a message if you want.'' Shit. Again.
"Hey, It's me again. Thorin. I hope you received my messages. I think you probably did.''
"Um, It's been a month now, huh?. Dwalin said he saw you at the Starbucks last Monday. He said you seemed tired. You still spend the night watching old episodes of those strange Tv shows? Fuck, I can never remember the names.'' A dry laugh.
"Or maybe you spend the night thinking about us. I do.''
Beep.
"Fuck . Dwalin also said that I'm an idiot . I agree with him . Dís too. And Fili . And Kili . And Frerin. And I think you too.'' Sigh .
"Oh, I found your The Walking Dead book.'' A pause. "No, I did not. I just bought a new one. I wanted an excuse to see you. Pathetic, huh? Even for someone who never said the famous three words.''
"The truth is that I feel invisible now. No matter how many people are around me. No matter all the attention I get. It's always so empty.''
Beep .
- Oh, fuck off .
"Okay, so I think your voicemail hates me. But you know what? I also hate myself now. And I do not blame you if you do the same.'' Another sigh.
"Look, I'm sorry , okay? I didn't mean anything by. I didn't mean to push you away. And how could I? You're the only thing I want to keep around.''
"I miss your messy hair in the morning. I miss waking up with your laughter at night when you're watching Friends. - God, who still watch Friends? - Or the way you think it's funny zombie's head being crushed in The Walking Dead, but close your eyes when you play Happy Wheels.'' Another dry laugh.
"I even miss Pizza, that fucking cat. I still find some of his hair around the house.''
Beep .
"Okay. Shit. I'll stop bothering you now. But what I really wanted to say is.. Even with all the stupid fights and sleepless nights after the fights, and every time we hurt eachother and said things that perhaps we will never forget. I know the days with you were tough, but the days without you are worse. And I just.. I just wanted to say.. The truth is that I love you. And I.. Shit. I'm sorry to have taken so long to realize it. Call me back, alright?''