The worst thing I ever thought could happen just happened in the blink of an eye and I couldn't nor ever could do anything about it. If only there was a way to change everything, but you have to deal with the hand you are dealt, even if you draw the worst hand you think you could possibly get.
But even if people tell you that "you are lucky" or "you should be glad for what you have" but that all means nothing since I would give everything I had up for just one time to be truly happy again. Nothing else matters when all you have is heartbreak and suffering.
Life is full of ups and downs, but it's the downs and how you deal with them that really matter because they are the true things that define your character. The downs have shaped my life to what it is today and the ups have kept me going through it all.
After all I am a ninja of the village hidden in the leaves, or at least I used to be…
…And this is my story…