"GILBERT BEILSCHMIDT!" gilberts angry room mate yell as he came into the their room.

"Ja?" Gilbert said as he took his boxers off his head to look at a very pissed Austrian.

"WHY?" Roderich said with a dramatic hand jester.

"why what?" the Prussian said sitting up into a cross legged position.

"Why can't you be normal?"

The Prussian sat angrily clearly showing it in his voice. "Warum? Because normal is just a dish washer setting. Who'd want to be that. Mien gott I'm to awesome to be th-" the Prussian got cut of by the Austrian.

"See there you go again 'im so awesome hahaha'! Just shut up Gilbert!" Roderich yelled as he stomped out side his dorm.

Gil just sat there watching him leave with tears filling his eyes.

Next day

Gilbert was late to class again, and it has been like this for weeks. This was take a toll on going Harbor. He already has a scholarship but one wrong move and that a dear gone. ...looks like today was his last chance. As he was sent to the principal's office.

"All F's , there for your scholarship has been taken away. As for being late to classes you have detention for two weeks including weekends." the principal sighed. "Quit frankly I don't think you shouldn't be here anymore. Do you know why that is Beilschmidt?"

Gilbert shook his head, his eyes were focused on the floor.

"To be blank it's because of you grades, your fights, your tardiness, and the amount of detentions you have had. I'm disappointed. I thought you'd be the best student here. The reason I guilt this school is for some like to come along. Clearly I was wrong. The student I knew is nothing more than a sham. Your no smarter than a an a still born itself." the principal shooed his hand towards the door. "Off with you Beilschmidt."

Later That Day

Gilbert got bullied every day and it was screwing up had test scores and making him miss classes. The reason he didn't tell anybody is because they threated to kill his brother.

Gilbert had kept it a secret that he was gay. He already got bullied enough and he was meeting up with his boyfriend, Mathias, in the auditorium again, thinking it would be the same routine. Only it wasn't.

Later That Day

Gil saw Mathias wait for him auditorium the same way he always did.

They talked for a while until and when Gilbert was talking Mathias saw the people that owe him money. They were recording from a distance fm where Gilbert would not know and that when he blushed and kissed Mathias. Noticing he didn't kiss back as he normal did he pulled back.

"Seeee, told you he was gay."

" Guess our little freak just got freakier. Huh, who knew that was possible." Mathias got the money from the group of teens in front of a shock Prussia and walk off as Mathias said "Fagot."

Gilbert stood there with tears rolling down his face.

He walked back to his dorm noticing that everyone in the school had got a picture for his PhotoShoped to make him look lime a girl and had the word 'fag' on it.

That evening.

Gilbert turn up his music by 'Rammstein'. And got on the school's main page and it had a picture of him PhotoShoped into a suggestive pose on a bed. Looking at this felt like his heart go from crack to broken and when hr got on the schools social networking site ot went from broken to shattered.

New comment came every ten seconds.

'looks like the slut is lose'

'Be carful he may infect you if you get to close'

'fagot'

'hey man ho, do use all a favor why don't you'

Tears wear running down his cheeks and that's when Roderich came back.

"What the fuck Gilbert?! And the hell you crying about? I'm the getting picked on here you idiot"he said as he push Gilbert to the wall. He kicked ho. And punched him and that's when his girlfriend came in and joined her boyfriend in beating up Gilbert. Until he was knocked out.

Nightmares are better that real life. Because you can wake up from them but your life will still be there.

Gil woke up the next day.

'its over. I won't put up with this shot any more'

His brother Ludwig, found him dead the next day all that was left was a note that said 'Ich liebe dich Bruder'

Gilbert Beilschmidt

1999 - 2016

R.I.P.

Translations:

'Warum' - why

'Ich liebe dich Bruder' - love you brother