Wag: me no own anything but lots of made up chars. NO oc romance. PRO-
ANZU!!!!!! YEAH GO ANZU, MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! {Does little happy
dance} I got the laugh right. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...........
Ryou: {the light} well enjoy. Oh Marik is the yami, while Malik is the cough good side cough yeah-right cough! (^^)
{Anzu POV}
Today really sucked @ss. I ran into my empty house, up my empty stairs, and into my empty room. As I passed a closet I saw a picture. I sighed. Why did they have to be murdered? Of all people why them? How and why did I survive? These thoughts pass my head when I felt a tear running down my cheek. My eyes widen as I remember that it has been 9 years and soon to be ten. Oh Ra, how I miss them, back home I'm known around my friends as one of the few who survived the "Mazaki Massacre".
I walked into my room; it is nothing like my SO-CALLED friends could imagine it. It has dark, royal blue walls, a dark black rug, a small silver dresser with a big mirror, on that mirror there are a lot of pictures. There are some of my "friends", some of my old friends {Ra how I miss them} and some of my family, that was taken LONG ago. Next to my dresser there is a queen-size bed and the door to the bathroom.
I grabbed my journal, turned on my radio, and flopped onto my bed. As I started to write, a song came on that reminds me of my own life, how Yami and Co. broke me apart. I changed myself completely for them, then they break me, not even to my face!!! I heard them talk and dis me behind my back. Well screw them. I think I'll actually listen to this song. {Me no own numb. Back lawyers, back}
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've tired of being what you want me to be.
It really speaks to me. I want to go back to my old self. I sighed knowing that it will take a while, well next week is my b-day. Lets see how it goes. Shall we?
[The next week]
Well it was my birthday yesterday. My 17th actually. Did anyone notice or care? Nooooooo. Well it is official; it has been 10 years and 1 day since the 'incidence' and the day I will end my friendship with the geek squad. What did I get for my birthday, being dised behind my back AGAIN!!!! Are they stupid, don't they know that I'm there? I sit in the front of the class room knowing that they wouldn't DARE sit there. I see that thankfully there is still one seat left. 2 minutes later the loser patrol comes in.
Anzu come sit with us. Yup you guessed it, that was Yugi. He really seems nice, sickeningly nice. I replay with a glare. They seemed scared, WHO'S scared of a glare? I mean it held no evil behind it. Well I seem to zone out till I hear the teacher call my name. "Anzu Gardner?" I say here, bored, when I realize that Ryou is setting behind me. I turn to him giving a confused look. He catches my eye and simply says, "well I figure that they'll turn on me to, especially when they meet our new classmates. I then hear Ms. Kelly {the teacher} saying something about welcoming some new students. I look to the door and my eyes widen.
"It can't be...... No way...... but it is...." I whisper in surprise. I turn to Ryou and whisper "may Ra protect the INNOCENT of Domino High." He chuckled softly. Our new students are...........
Wag: yes I am Evil. My 1st fic, 1st chapter and I leave a cliffy. Review. No flames and NO ANZU BASHING. It WILL be ignored. Thanks. Yes I know the teacher called her "gardner" and not "mazaki" you'll see why later. The next chp. Will have different povs.
Byez (^ ^)
Ryou: {the light} well enjoy. Oh Marik is the yami, while Malik is the cough good side cough yeah-right cough! (^^)
{Anzu POV}
Today really sucked @ss. I ran into my empty house, up my empty stairs, and into my empty room. As I passed a closet I saw a picture. I sighed. Why did they have to be murdered? Of all people why them? How and why did I survive? These thoughts pass my head when I felt a tear running down my cheek. My eyes widen as I remember that it has been 9 years and soon to be ten. Oh Ra, how I miss them, back home I'm known around my friends as one of the few who survived the "Mazaki Massacre".
I walked into my room; it is nothing like my SO-CALLED friends could imagine it. It has dark, royal blue walls, a dark black rug, a small silver dresser with a big mirror, on that mirror there are a lot of pictures. There are some of my "friends", some of my old friends {Ra how I miss them} and some of my family, that was taken LONG ago. Next to my dresser there is a queen-size bed and the door to the bathroom.
I grabbed my journal, turned on my radio, and flopped onto my bed. As I started to write, a song came on that reminds me of my own life, how Yami and Co. broke me apart. I changed myself completely for them, then they break me, not even to my face!!! I heard them talk and dis me behind my back. Well screw them. I think I'll actually listen to this song. {Me no own numb. Back lawyers, back}
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've tired of being what you want me to be.
It really speaks to me. I want to go back to my old self. I sighed knowing that it will take a while, well next week is my b-day. Lets see how it goes. Shall we?
[The next week]
Well it was my birthday yesterday. My 17th actually. Did anyone notice or care? Nooooooo. Well it is official; it has been 10 years and 1 day since the 'incidence' and the day I will end my friendship with the geek squad. What did I get for my birthday, being dised behind my back AGAIN!!!! Are they stupid, don't they know that I'm there? I sit in the front of the class room knowing that they wouldn't DARE sit there. I see that thankfully there is still one seat left. 2 minutes later the loser patrol comes in.
Anzu come sit with us. Yup you guessed it, that was Yugi. He really seems nice, sickeningly nice. I replay with a glare. They seemed scared, WHO'S scared of a glare? I mean it held no evil behind it. Well I seem to zone out till I hear the teacher call my name. "Anzu Gardner?" I say here, bored, when I realize that Ryou is setting behind me. I turn to him giving a confused look. He catches my eye and simply says, "well I figure that they'll turn on me to, especially when they meet our new classmates. I then hear Ms. Kelly {the teacher} saying something about welcoming some new students. I look to the door and my eyes widen.
"It can't be...... No way...... but it is...." I whisper in surprise. I turn to Ryou and whisper "may Ra protect the INNOCENT of Domino High." He chuckled softly. Our new students are...........
Wag: yes I am Evil. My 1st fic, 1st chapter and I leave a cliffy. Review. No flames and NO ANZU BASHING. It WILL be ignored. Thanks. Yes I know the teacher called her "gardner" and not "mazaki" you'll see why later. The next chp. Will have different povs.
Byez (^ ^)