So this is my second fanfiction :D of course its Pan X Trunks XD this will be rated m for violence, sex and swearing so if you don't like those then don't read unless you wanna skip ( I'll leave warnings for when I feel like people will need them ) This story is a lovely story about Pan and Trunks as they grow to love each other but then disaster hits and leaves one of these sayians alone and devastated.

Ages at present time ( before the flashback and the story really does start )

Trunks ~ 27

Pan ~ 24

Bulla ~ 25
Goten ~ 27

Other important info

Pan is Goku and Chichi's child ( because why not )

I'll be writing in mostly Pan and Trunks's POV

I suck at writing so please keep that in mind

Please give me feedback on what I did well and what I could improve on, it would be really helpful

Btw the whole months and schooling might be different as I live in the southern hemisphere, so December will be summer and July will be winter oh and the school thing, we don't use grades where I live, we just have year groups and the cut off line that determines what year you are in is April. So if my birthday was in February, I would be in the year group above than what my age says I should be in. ( if that made any sense ) so an example is I'm 15, so I'm in year 10, next year I'll be 16 so I'm going into year 11 which I'm pretty sure is first year of high school In the USA

Now on with the story

I Never Wanted This

Chapter 1 ~ Video Games, Maths and a Storm

Trunks POV ~ Present Time

I never wanted this, I never wanted any of this, I just want to be at home with her and our kids, I don't want to be at home alone with our kids, I can't look after these kids on my own. Why? Why this of all things, after everything why this as a result? I thought stories have happy endings? Why can't this be like all the other stories? Why must life be so hard? Why must I be sitting in this hospital with everyone but her? I can't believe she's gone.

FLASHBACK ~
ages ~

Trunks ~ 14

Pan ~ 11

Bulla ~ 12

Goten ~ 14

Pan's POV
I was walking home from school on a cloudy day in July, with the wind blowing making the trees dance along, when I saw him, his perfect hair, his perfect smile, him in all his perfectness, I've always had this crush on him, since we were little, I feel as if I want him to only be mine, no one else's but mine. But all love stories have their bad moments, he was a teenager and he already had a girlfriend plus the fact im only 11. Anyways I continued to walk down the faded grass path, I ran ahead a little to catch up to Mr. Perfect and my brother.
" Hey guys " I said as I tried to catch my breath

"Hey Pan "

"Hey sis "

"What you guys got planned for today? "

"Not much really, Goten and I were thinking of playing some games and then sparing for a bit at your place. Would you like to watch?" I blushed as I remembered the last time I watched them spar,

"Yeah, I always do " I replied with a smile while trying to hide my very obvious blush.

Before I knew it, we were at my house and Goten and Trunks had already ditched me to go play their video games before they spar. As I walked into to kitchen I was greated by my mum,
"Hey Panny, how was school? "

"It was alright like usual, I got heaps of homework but nothing new "

"You best go upstairs and make sure you do it then, no daughter of mine is going to fail school."

With that I ran upstairs and got my books out, I honestly don't know why she's even worrying about me failing, I'm in year 7 doing year 9 work, I'm two whole years ahead of the rest of my year group, I'm so thankful for my brother Gohan who has been tutoring me since I was little but right now, I'm on my own to figure out this impossible maths work.

Just as it seemed like I had finally figured the question out I noticed that it had started raining, and it was bad, the backyard was starting to flood, soon as I went back to my maths question, I could hear arguing from Gotens room, as I poked my head around the corner of my door way, a rather mad Trunks was making his way out, I quickly turned so he wouldn't see me, but I was too slow and he already spotted me.
"Trunks, what's wrong? " I asked just to make sure it wasn't anything too bad.

"Just Goten thinking im cheating again only because I keep winning."

"Oh " I replied with, "Goten has always been childish"

"Yeah I guess you could say that" Trunks and I started laughing together over the fact that my older brother is so childish.

"So anyways Pan, what have you been doing since we got home?"

"Just homework, nothing special" I said as I walked into my room inviting Trunks in to sit with me.

"I'm stuck on a question, do you think you could help me?"

"Sure Pan" Trunks said with a smile then we went to work on solving this question. Trunks was in year 9 so he was learning this too which I personally found better than having someone who did it years ago teaching you.

About half an hour later, we had worked out the question together, when I looked up at him and smiled as I said the answer, he smiled at me, I couldn't help but blush, then before I knew it I was being hugged by him. I could hear my heart pounding 100 kilometres and hour, I'm pretty sure he herded it too.

"Well done Pan, I knew you could work it out"

"Thanks for helping me, I really appreciated it"

"No problem"

We sat there for god knows how long just smiling at each other, everything felt so good when I was with him, even tho he saw me as an 11 year old friend and I saw him as a 14 year old hottie, it just felt right. We looked at the clock that was hanging on my wall and it read 5:00pm, it was time for Trunks to go home, as we walked down the stairs I looked out the window and noticed the rain had gotten even worse. I didn't really pay that much attention to it until I saw lighting and heard thunder, by this time we were in the kitchen and Trunks had grabbed his school bag, as he was about to open the door, my mum stopped him,

"Trunks you do know that there is a storm outside and authorities have to everyone to stay inside and no one can go out, I guess you will just have to stay here with us for the night."

"Oh" Trunks replied with as he dropped his school bag back onto the chair, I was so happy that he was staying, maybe he would do more maths work with me.

"Dinner is at 6pm, so you kids go do what you like until then, wait Trunks weren't you here to play with Goten?"

"I was, but he got angry at me, so I've been helping Pan with her Maths"

"Ok, well off you two go while I make dinner then"

With that we went back up to my room.

So what did you guys think of my first chapter? Please give me honest feedback that I can learn from