Disclaimer: I do not own BTR or Victorious. If I did Ariana Grande would be a regular on BTR & would be dating Carlos.

Two Months Before

"Ari, I'm sorry." Carlos told her. He interlaced both of his hands with hers.

Ariana shook her head. "I understand-..its business. If you have to tour, you have to tour. There's nothing you could have done to stay here with me-.." He voice trailed off.

A loud noise shook the table. Ariana looked down to see Carlos' fist pound the table again. "God dammit!" He groaned. He ran his hands through his thick, black hair. "I can't live without you, Ariana." He started getting teary eyed.

"Just try alright. I promise you'll be the only thing I think about for those twelve months." She nodded her head. She wrapped her arms around the Latino boy as he planted a long, romantic kiss on her lips.

Ariana's POV

Introduction

"Two months have passed since I've last seen Carlos."

Have you ever loved someone so much to the point that you were blind to everything or everyone else except that one, amazing person? Well, that how it is for me. Or at least was. I've been dating international pop star, Carlos Pena Jr. You've heard of him right? Singer, actor, Big Time Rush? Ring a bell? Well, yeah. I mean he's amazing & everything. I just wish he didn't have to tour around the world for a year. That's how it's been. It's been two months since I've seen him. Eight more months to go. God, how can I handle more sorrow filled months? Right before he left to Europe we made a promise. Not a big promise for some people. But, it defiantly was one we were going to keep.

Ariana's Flash-Back

"I know there will be girls involved in my life while I'm touring the world. But, none of them were compare to you, okay? Love, you're the one I'll be thinking about Worldwide." Carlos cooed as he stroked his girlfriend's red velvet hair.

Ariana blushed a deep scarlet red. Almost the color of her red velvet hair. She smiled shyly. "I love you, Carlos Roberto Pena Jr."

"I love you, Ariana Joan Grande." Carlos finished. He leaned over & softly & passionately kissed her lips.

End of Flash-Back

I cannot stand being away from him. I don't know how I've lasted these last two long months. Yes, long months. They've definitely been long.

"Ari." Someone interrupted my thoughts. I looked up & met a pair light brown eyes.

"Oh, hey Matt. What do you need?" I asked. Matt Bennett. He was one of my very good friends. He's been helping me forget about these twelve months. So far, it's helped me smile. But, I don't know how long I can put up with this act. It was definitely tearing me apart inside that he left. How come I had to deal with this?

"Dan wants us for shooting." He paused. "You okay?" He asked, looking at my glinting brown eyes.

"Yeah, why?" I asked. I ran my finger under my eye, drying away any excess salt water from my tear-filled eyes.

"Are you sure?" Matt asked, concerned. He obviously knew something was up.

"Yup-..I was just thinking-.." My voice trailed off.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Matt asked.

"I'm really fine." I shook my head 'no', as my tiny nose scrunched up.

"Okay, then." He joked & lightly taped the tip of my nose. "Come on, Ari." He put his arm around me as we made our way to rehearsal.

Author's Note: Well, first chapter of my story. I hope you liked it. Reviews will get you a virtual sugar cookie. [hands you cookie] There you go. XD Well, yeee. There will be one more POV till Elizabeth's & then you're in for a big surprise. (;