DISCLAIMER: Everyone knows that I don't own any of the characters...just the story. And just to let you know (if you didn't know already) the song is called, "Things I'll Never Say" by Avril Lavigne.

HERMIONE'S P.O.V.

I'm tuggin' at my hair

I'm pullin' at my clothes

I'm trying to keep my cool

I know it shows

To see him with Pansy is just...UGH! It's just so...so...BAD! Why can't I have him? I mean, Pansy's nothing but a big fat monkey's arse. But, then again...I'm just Hermione Granger. A filthy mudblood from stupid Gryffindor. *With sarcasm in her voice* Oh yeah! Pansy (Pothead) Parkinson is a pureblood, a Slytherin! She's just 'oh so' perfect! Draco just despises anyone who happens to be a muggle-born, my bad! Must've slipped my forgetful mind! Oops! *Rolls eyes*

I'm starin' at my feet

My cheeks are turning red

I'm searching for the words inside my head

Every time he insults me, my cheeks go scarlet. I can't do anything else except comeback at him with a sassy remark, although I mean none of it. I keep all my feelings and thoughts to myself.

The words: Handsome, clever, sexy...

They all come to my mind. I know I shouldn't care, I have much better things to worry about. But, it doesn't work that way. It's like a natural attraction, there's something in him that draws me forward. I don't know what it is, though.

I'm feeling nervous

Trying to be so perfect

'Cause I know you're worth it

You're worth it, yeah

I get so scared...nervous when Draco comes near me. My heart pumps like mad. It feels like it's going to explode. He just never seem to have any sympathy towards anyone except Pansy...that ugly git! I try to be so perfect, but he doesn't seem to care. He just ridicules people any chance he gets. It must be his guilty pleasure or something (more like non-guilty pleasure). He thinks he's above everyone else, he's king of all. He's above all else in my heart, because I know he's worth it.

If I could say what I want to say

I'd say I want to blow you away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down on one knee

Marry me today, marry me today

Guess I'm wishing my life away

With these things I'll never say

My life is passing me by so fast now. After I found out that I was in love...with Draco. I can't seem to get the nerve to tell anyone, especially Harry and Ron. They'd think I was sick, that I needed to go to an insane asylum. Maybe I do, but I keep wishing that he was mine. Nothing changes, except that my love just grows stronger for him everyday. If I could say what I want to say, I'd say that I want to blow him away. It's that simple. I want to be his everything. His one desire, his one need. But, that's nearly impossible in my world.

It don't do me any good

It's just a waste of time

What use is it to you what's on my mind

If it ain't comin' out, we're not going anywhere

So why can't I just tell you that I care

My mind doesn't seem to get it. It wants to keep these feelings inside, but my heart really wants to tell him how much I care. I'm not getting anywhere with this if no one knows about my 'little obsession' with the exception of me. Soon he'll fill my whole head, I'll have nothing better to do than dream about something that will never come to be. We will live happily ever after...yeah right! Scratch that! It'd be like a complete fairytale if he even gave me a nice compliment. C'mon! Just a please or a thank you. But no! His brain doesn't work that way! He can't give nice gestures to mudbloods, no smile...just a smirk. So,

maybe it was never meant to be.