The Letters Never Sent
Summary: This is a collection of letters that Edward wrote to Bella during their separating in New Moon.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the twilight novels and am no Stephanie Meyer.
Letter #1
Bella,
I take it back my angel. I love you, more then I love anything else. I thought that I could tell myself that I did not love you, and I would eventually not. I was so wrong, but not in leaving. This was how it had to be, we couldn't be together, and it just won't work. I'm too dangerous, Bella. You have had enough danger in your life without me being around to cause you more. My hope is that eventually you will forget me, and forget how much that you loved me. That is my hope, but your stubborn my Bella, and I know you won't let go that easily. Hate me if that would help, act like you had never met me, forget me. I beg you.
Jasper still feels bad for attacking you, and he feels guilty. He thinks that it was the events that took place at your birthday party that caused us to leave Forks. It wasn't though; I had been planning on going away for a whole now. Ever since that day at the Phoenix hospital, after James had attacked you, it has been on my mind. I wasn't able to back then though, even though I should have done before you got so attached to us, before I got attached to you. Now I also attached that I regret ever leaving you.
I don't know why I am sending you this letter! I am supposed to breaking all contact with you and helping you forget that I exist, not helping you to remember me. How stupid am I? I know you would try to convince me that I am not stupid, but I am Bells. I'm stupid and selfish to put you in this position. I'm sorry; I will not do it again.
Yours For Eternity,
Edward.
Edward looked the letter over and out in an envelope. He did everything but stamp it before he realized that he should not send this to her. She did not need to see him like this, missing her like crazy. So, he grabbed a small wooden chest and put the letter inside. He knew now what he would do when ever he felt the urge to run all the way back to Forks, he would write her a letter. A letter that she would never receive because then she might hope for him to come back; but never would he be going back to Forks, to her.