Lithium
A/N:This is another story with an Evanescence song. Lithium is the song and title! Now, when I wrote this story, my mood was chipper! But my story, not so much. So, without further ado, this is my story! (Oh, it's in Jeff's point of veiw!)
Disclaimer:I don't own anyone or anything relating to the WWE or Evanescence. I wish i did, but I don't. Don't say I do and try to sue me. I will destroy you...Rawr!
Pairing:Jeff Hardy/Randy Orton w/ slight (very slight) Randy Orton/John Cena (P)
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Lithium
Sob...
Weep...
Moan...
Cry...
Don't want to lock me up inside
Where did you go?
I miss you so.
I'm all alone.
In our bedroom.
Gathering dust.
Lithium
My glass heart is cracked.
the habits are reopened.
You left.
now I'm broken.
Again.
Don't want to forget
How it feels without
No longer are your fingers in mine.
No longer are yours lips on mine.
no longer are your eyes staring in mine.
Lithium
My feelings are burning up.
Pictures scatter my brain.
Memories drift around.
Love drifts away.
I want to stay in love
With my sorrow
He took you away.
So easily fooled.
By such fake charms.
That pierce my heart.
That pinch a nerve.
Oh but God I want to let it go
The memories flood back to me.
I sat on our luxurious master bed, only wearing a smile. Our soft silken blankets were my only censorship.
You were in the outside hall, completely uncovered. We'd just finished making love. You had an important call.
I thought nothing of it. It was probably the doctor checking up on you.
But, when I heard what you were saying, I second guessed.
Your doctor's name was Mike.
Your caller's name was John.
When you talked to your doctor, you were usually calm and stoic.
Now you sound more lustful.
More in-love.
You walked back in the room. You were done talking. You grabbed your clothes, dressing quickly,"I have to go"
I pouted,"Randy, please don't leave. I'll be all alone."
"I'm sorry Jeff. It's important. I'll be home later."
Then you left.
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
5 hours 10 minutes 35 seconds.
5 hours 10 minutes 36 seconds.
5 hours 10 minutes 37 seconds.
Where are you?
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Was I boring?
Did I sat something bad?
Am I like a broken record?
Doing the same thing every day.
You do the the same thing every day.
Does that count?
Never wanted it to be so cold
Is John cooler than me?
More good looking?
Nicer attitude?
Better in bed?
Why do you turn to him?
Why do you turn from me?
It's like you do a 360.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I'm sure that there's others.
Ted, Cody, Phil?
All three?
Who knows with you anymore?
Not me.
That's a fact.
I can't hold onto you
Wonder what's wrong with me
Should I cheat?
It'd be revenge.
You do it.
So why can't I?
Lithium - don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium - don't want to forget
How it feels without
Lithium - I want to stay in love with my sorrow
My morals get in the way.
I was raised not to cheat.
Not to enter the Devil's game.
But you still do it.
Does the forbidden fruit really taste the sweetest?
i know that you'd say yes.
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go
Maybe I should just go.
Take my things and leave.
Have you sleep alone until he calls.
You'll decline him.
You'll still be thinking of where I was.
Or why I left.
Shouldn't it be obvious?
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I had to fall
But I still love you.
I'd never want to hurt you.
Your skin, so smooth.
Your eyes, so warm.
Your smile, so sly.
I'd never want to leave that.
I can see why John wants you.
But it still doesn't make it right.
It just makes it more wrong.
Always find my place among the ashes
It just makes it lust.
But he's not the only sinner.
I am the victim of envy.
Envy that Randy spends more time
With him
Like he doesn't love me anymore
I can't hold onto me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Now, I hear you come in the door.
"Jeffi, I'm home!"
I wipe my tears.
I get under the covers.
I pretend to sleep.
You come in the room.
Lithium - Don't want to lock me up inside
You kiss my head.
I smell a mixture of lust, sex, and sweat.
I smell John.
Lithium - Don't want to forget
How it feels without
Sob...
Weep...
Moan...
Cry...
Lithium - I want to stay in love with my sorrow
That's what I think as you climb into bed
You embrace me and fall asleep.
John must be quite tiring.
Oh but god I want to let it go
Because while I'm your anti-drug...
He's your lithium...
THE END...
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A/N:I hope enjoyed this one! I just feel like writing emo things lately! So you might be seeing the chapter 2 for Bad Places coming up soon! Look out for chap.2 and more stories from my dark mind! So, uhms, that's it, so BYE'CHA!! KC3