Even though I lost almost everything that night, I woke up the same as ever
Going Forward
Even though I lost almost everything that night, I woke up the same as ever. I woke up the same; lost, broken, and without the will to go on. However I had to go on, even if it kills me or I end up worse I had to shine to my remaining precious people, because if I don't then who will?
But why do I do this? Why do I go and suffer every second of my life to make people who are in truth ignorant of who I really am? To hold on to every burden without a minute of rest, to go on without a true purpose, why do I really do it?
I don't know why I do what I do either, but I still do it. Even if it kills me, even if it eventually leads me to hell and makes me suffer an eternity of pain. I'll still do it. I don't know why…
Could it be? Am I just a puppet of the one called fate? Am I just walking on the road paved by the one so called fate? Am I just like everyone else or is it just me?
I'll probably never know. I can probably go on living this ignorant life forever, and I guess that it will be okay. It'll be okay even if I never know anything, even if I am not in tune with this world. It's okay because I am still going. Going on this road that may have been paved for me, going on my merrily way ignorant of all beings in my path, and protecting my precious people. Protecting them because that is what I do even if there is no true reason, not because I am alone, or anything like that. My mind is not that complicated enough to do something like that.
But I guess it's been long enough, time to go to reality and endure the pain until it ends and I go somewhere else where, hopefully I'll end up living happily ever after.
Hopefully…
Authors Notes: Hi This is my first fanfic Hope you Like. Please Dont Flame. :3