Author note: The story takes place before and after braking dawn. Sorry this may be the same story line. It's gets better and I didn't know how to start off. Dis-clamer I do not own twilight. also if you want to be my beta tell me. I'm still didn't get the hang of this website.

Prologue

My name is Leah Clearwater. Some of you know me as the bitter sacrastic only wolf girl. While I have my reasons why I act the way I do. If the same thing happened to you how would you act? It would be hard to get over someone if you were in the same sitution I was in. In case you haven't know I'll tell you my story. Just to warn you it may come off a little depressing but no need for a tissue.

See what had happened was... I was madly in love with a man named Sam Uley. He was my first everything. You name it he was it. My first crush, date, kiss, fiance, and the first guy I made love with. Basically my first everything including the source of my first heart break. After three years of dating he finally popped the big question. We were at my family celebration it was the day we were going to share our engament. Everyone was their and I introduce Sam to them. I was so excited and knew excatly who my bridemaid was going to be. We made a vow if that special day happens were each other bride's maid. My best friend and cousin Emily. I went to go find her to show her my soon to be hubsand. I grab her hand and told Sam to turn around. The very moment they showed eye conact it was over. I noticed something was different in eyes that very moment. Deep down I could tell he was no longer mine. No woman could deny that his face lit up and is wasn't for me his future wife. Who could compete with that.

That night we didn't anyone engament. He broke up with me and I threw the ring. I was devasted I invested to much work in this relationship. A week a later a only uncle died. The doctors said it was a animal attack to his neck. All I saw was one bite on the neck with two holes. Their was so much blood I didn't understand for one bite mark. I was angry and just plan pissed off. First my fiance and now a death to my uncle. What the fuck else was going to happen. All the angry got to me my body temperature changed. My clothes ripped and it happened. The same day of my uncle died I phased. Turns out I am the only wolf girl that has ever existed.

Now that's in case you are wondering. I'm not done that. I found out that I wasn't the only of my kind. We call ourselves as shape lifters. We kill vampires to protect humans. Though I feel sad it could of have happened sooner to save my uncle. The worst part is I found out who the alpha dog is. If you guessed Sam you are correct you should be proud of yourself. As wolfs we can hear each other thoughts and I knew why Sam left me. It's called imprinting when you see the one who is destined to be your soul-mate. I have another word for it u want to know what. Then on top of that I have to her his thoughts about her. I mean ALL THE TIME WTF. Which also meant he could hear my thoughts. Me thinking about how we could live happily ever after. You could not imaging how depression it was for me. To have ever thing in the open for other to hear and judge you.

A Year later

Finally Jacob grew some balls and became another alpha dog. Thanks to him I was finally free from Sam. Not seeing seeing his face everyday gave me some space. I even thought of him less everyday. I did notice though that almost everyone in the pack had imprinted meaning they had a soul-mate. Even my younger brother Seth and Jacob. Im starting to think that since I am a wolf girl that the rules change. Maybe I can't imprint and I'm a dead end. Seth meet Minnie during his senior year in high school. I heard Seth was her night and shining armor. I always thought they were the perfect couple. Jacob fell in love with Bella's daughter Nessie. She's have a half human and vampire. When she first existed I wanted her dead the evil maker Bella. But over time I jealous that they had a love so strong. I would hate to do that since jacob got over Bella. I hated them and called with blood suckers and leeches but now were cool. It's a shame that I'm jealous of the only ones that didn't imprint were me Paul, and Embry. We may be in different packs and personality but that was the only thing we had in common. From their we hanged out and called ourselves the three musketeers.

Present

I was sick and tired of moping around Sam. I knew he would have a happily ever after making pups but what about me. Wanted a future to so I went back to finish school and graduated from college with honors. Yeah I'm the smart and sexy Leah Clearwater. I got a job in law starting as a secretary working for Charlie. I started a new habit in college going to every party meeting new people (guys). There is more to many fish in the sea and damn fine ones at that. Like most saturday nights I went to the club or a frat party. last week I finally moved back to la Push with my mom. I'm saving up for a place of my own a couple blocks away. I miss my family especially Seth and mom isn't getting any younger. Today I'm going out with the girls getting dressed up in a red tight dress. It's was v shape and the top shows some of the lace on my red bra. I wore my hair straight down to my shoulders. I was going out with Alice, Bella, and Rosalie. (aka blood suckers). But over time they grow on you. It was a girls night to just have some fun no boys allowed. Were at the bars drinking and having fun. Since he vamps can't drink they talk and pick out cute guys occasionally dancing with them. Me on the other hand I drinked the most because I burned most it off because of my body temperature. I had a routine drink dance and repeat. Here I am at the bar drinking and my song comes on Love is Wicked by Brick and Lace. I put my drink down starting to feel the affect of the alcohol. Went on the floor dancing by myself swaying my hips back and forth listening to the words. As I swage I can a pair of strong arms around my waist. I turn around and see a guy who symbols a sex god.