hey guys. i got this random idea for a story and couldnt get it out of my head so i just had to write it.

disclaimer: ........SM gets all the credit. because she's so brilliant with creating Vampires and how they sparkle in the sun.

BPOV

Ever since I could remember, I was always best friends with Edward Masen. Our parents were best friends and so when we were born, we were raised together. We told each other everything. When he broke his leg playing baseball, I was the one who always stayed in the hospital room, while everyone went to get food. When I fell out of a tree, he was with me in the room while they stitched up my arm. We were best friends, but my best friend was ripped away from me.

Flashback

It was Charlie's birthday and he was going out to celebrate. Renee, my mom and Edwards parents, Elizabeth and Edward Sr. were going with him. Edward and I were both fourteen at the time and they decided to leave us home. They knew we were just friends but I always felt more for Edward. Those gorgeous green eyes, and that adorable smile, his messy bronze hair, and his smell, were just some of the things that made me crazy about him.

Our parents had already left and Edward and I were sitting on the couch doing homework. I was finishing my biology project and I found myself looking at him. He kept glancing at me a few times and he finally noticed I was staring.

"Any particular reason you're staring at me Bella?" he asked catching me off guard.

I immediately straightened up and my books fell to the floor. I could already feel my cheeks turning pink of embarrassment. I leaned off the couch to get them, and he was already on the floor and before I knew it, I fell straight on top of him. My cheeks probably looked like a cherry now. "You're too clumsy for your own good." He said with a smile. He gently moved from under me and closed his drawing book. I just needed to add a few finishing touches to my 3D animal cell but I had to let the paint dry.

"Wanna watch TV?" he asked.

"Uh, yea sure. If you want to." I said

"Well, it's your house. What do you wanna watch?" he asked.

"Surprise me." I said pointing at the many movies we have on the shelf.

While he was busy picking out a movie, I went upstairs and changed into my pajamas. The pants were blue and white with pink clouds on them and I just put on a cami. I came back downstairs and saw them movie was already loading. He was sitting on the couch with a t-shirt on and his basketball shorts. I grabbed a blanket since it would be getting chilly soon. I sat next to him on the couch and he pushed 'play' Shakespeare Romeo & Juliet started playing and a huge grin appeared on my face. I know. Why would a guy pick this? Edward knows I absolutely love the story and he likes Shakespeare so why not watch it.

An hour into the movie, the question "Edward, have you ever kissed a girl before?" popped into my head. Then I noticed I had said that aloud when he paused the movie and was now staring at me.

"Um…No. why do you ask?" he said confused.

"Just wondering that's all." I replied.

"Have you ever kissed a guy?" he asked me, once again, catching me off guard.

I cleared my throat, and stared at him. "No. why are you asking?"

"Well, I thought that since you had never kissed anybody and I haven't kissed anybody, we could...you know…like kiss each other to get it over with." He said.

I noticed his face had turned blood red and I was smiling. "Do you want to kiss me Edward?" I asked.

"I mean just to get it over with. Just a friendly kiss, nothing more." He said gaining some of his color back.

"okay." I scooted closer to him and leaned in watching his lips to make sure they would meet mine. His lips found mine and I saw fire-works. I was too shocked that that had happened and I immediately pulled back.

"Did I do something wrong?" he asked

"No. just me reacting to the…yea…. You know. What just happened."

"You want to try again?" he asked looking at me with those amazing eyes.

"If you want to." I said.

He came towards me this time, cupping my cheek in with his warm hands. He looked me deeply in my eyes before he closed his. His lips found mine once again and I didn't pull away this time. My lips moved evenly with his. His hands found my waist and he pulled me on top of him, without breaking the kiss. I could already feel him forming an erection. He took my bottom lip into his top one, and sucked on it so gently, it drove me crazy. His tongue kept swiping along the crease of my lips so I opened my mouth and felt his tongue against mine. They moved together in harmony like they were meant to be there. I pulled away slowly letting him get a few more kisses. When my lips were off of his, I opened my eyes to find his staring into mine. "Wow" we both said at the same time.

The doorbell rang and it couldn't have been our parents. It was way too early. When I opened the door, I saw a cop standing there. "Isabella Swan?" he said looking at me with concerned eyes.

"Yes that's me. Can I help you?" I asked a little scared.

"Hi. I'm Officer James. May I come in?"

"Sure?" I said, still being cautious of him.

"You're parents are Renee and Charlie Swan, and he's Edward Masen. Am I correct?"

We both shook our heads up and down.

"While your parents were driving down the road, a drunk driver was speeding and he hit them. The impact was so strong; it caused the car to flip three times, killing the two passengers in the back seat, and the driver. I'm terribly sorry." He said removing his hat.

Edwards's arms were around me and I was crying into his chest. With every sob, he would tighten his grip on me. "Bella, it's okay." He said trying to soothe me. But when I looked up, I could see tears running from his eyes too.

James took us to the hospital so we could find out who survived the accident. We were lead to a room and I froze when I saw who was lying in the bed. I walked over to Charlie, tears in my eyes, and I could hear Edward trying not to cry. "Dad?" I said, walking closer to the bed. His eyes started to move and he could barely open them. "Bella…" he whispered before he closed them again. I looked towards Edward who was now sitting up against the wall, with is head between his knees. I walked over to him and moved his hands so I could see his face. "I'm so sorry Edward."

He stood up and pulled me into a tight hug, letting his emotions take over him. He was crying into my shoulder and all I could do was rub his back and cry with him. My mom is gone. Both of his parents were gone. You could only imagine how we felt. The nurse who led us here had come in and announced visiting hours were over. We left the room and saw a guy in a wheelchair. He had two bruises on his head and a cut across his top lip. "Laurent, exactly how many drinks did you have tonight?" another nurse asked him, He didn't respond, he just pointed to the paper she was holding. Edward was staring at him and Laurent immediately noticed it. "You're the son-of-a-bitch who killed my parents." Edward said. I looked in his eyes and I saw pain, anger, hurt, agony, and anguish. "Edward, calm down." I tried to tell him.

Laurent stared at Edward and a tiny smile began to form on his face, which made Edward rage.

"You stupid bitch! DON'T YOU KNOW NOT TO FUCKING DRINK AND DRIVE? MY PARENTS ARE FUCKING DEAD BECAUSE YOU KILLED THEM AND YOU THINK THAT'S FUNNY? YES. IT'S FUCKING HILARIOUS BECAUSE EVERY FUCKING CHILD WANTS THEIR PARENTS TO BE KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT! YOU'RE LUCKY YOU'RE IN THAT FUCKING WHEELCHAIR AND THESE PEOPLE ARE PROTECTING YOU; OTHERWISE, I'D KILL YOU MYSELF YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, NO-HEARTED CUNT!"

I've never seen Edward get that pissed before. He had the nurses hold him back, and by this time, he had gotten everyone's attention. He was escorted out of the hallway. Laurent stared in horror as they led Edward away from him.

"I'm sorry" Laurent said to me before I followed the nurses.

Edward and I had spent the night in the hospital lobby only allowed to see Charlie 10 minutes every hour. After 3 am. I decided not to go visit him anymore. I always got the same report. In stable condition. For five hours, Edward has not said a thing. He just sits in the corner, crying his heart out. I couldn't take to see him in pain like that so I walked over to him and held him while his tears silently ran from his eyes to my shoulder. We fell asleep like that. Me comforting him while he's on my shoulder. When I woke up, he wasn't there. He left me a note it read:

Sorry I won't be here when you wake up.

I'm with my social worker, and I'll see you soon.

I promise.

-Edward.

I hunched over my stomach and felt like somebody had ripped a hole right through me. I felt like I was being tortured, and I couldn't bear it. I saw my Uncle Phil sitting in the chair across the room and I jumped up and hugged him, sobbing into his chest. "Let it out Bella. It's okay. Just let it out."

Few days later

The past few days have been painful. I haven't seen Edward, I haven't eaten, I haven't seen Edward, I haven't said anything, never went to school the next day. I would just sit in my room. Lifeless, all day I would cry. And when I couldn't cry anymore, I would sit there until tears formed in my eyes again. Today is the funeral and I really don't wanna go. I don't want to see his parents and my mom in a casket. Lying there, never to open their eyes again, never to speak another word, silenced forever. I put on the black dress and sat in the car outside of the church. I saw Edward standing outside of the doors with his drawing book, swiftly working. I just watched him for a few minutes then he started crying again. He threw down his notebook onto the wet grass and put his face into his hands. I got out of the car, and ran to him, throwing my arms around him, letting him cry. I looked over his shoulder and saw what he was drawing. It was a picture of all of us. My parents his parents, and in the middle were two little kids, sharing a blanket. That's us when we were younger. I gazed at the drawing. Then I watched the rain silently drizzle on it.

**end flashback**

So that's what happened. After the funeral, I never saw him after that. He moved to Washington and I was left here in Chicago. I still lived with Charlie until I graduated high school. Then I moved to phoenix for a year. It was too sunny out there and it always reminded me of Renee so I moved to Seattle.

I attend college and want to get my degree in English. I was walking to my dorm when somebody bumped into me, causing me to drop everything. "I'm so sorry." I said, instantly reaching for my books. "No, it's my fault." The stranger said. He began picking up my books and I noticed he had the most appealing bronze hair. He handed me my books and I noticed my keys were missing. I couldn't find them on the ground so I ran after the stranger. "Hey. Have you seen my keys?" I asked him. He turned around and I instantly knew who he was. Those green eyes and his hair gave it away. "Isabella?" he asked

"Edward?" I said. A huge grin appeared on his face. It's been too long. He dropped everything and pulled me into this tight embrace. And I took in his scent, and now I could relax, because I finally had found my best friend again.

Should I continue? just wanted to get the idea out. now it wont bother me anymore.