It happened... oh god I wish it didn't... he threw a bolt at Gwen, her shield was broken... I... don't remember... I snapped... I remember fights like that since I was ten... He launched a bolt to twist her... change her... I lost it...
"it was a bomb Ben, " THAT'S WHAT they said, Kevin couldn't defuse it it in time, it wasn't your fault.
"Nobody could have stopped it but you... "said the public
"I am so very sorry" said Kevin for the millionth time.. I didn't know.
*he didn't say it for her... he said it for me, I know... I should answer them... I broke my own code."
I am broken... I'm not a hero... I'm a killer... I am worthless... no better than Vilgax. I don't deserve the friends around me.
Manny makes a joke that I am the best at what I do... I don't hear him... Helen tries to cover up for him even though she looks at me with pleading eyes "It had to be done Ben, stop hurting yourself" is what she is trying to say... I know
I am a killer.. Animo tried to twist Gwew when she couldn't defend herself and I killed him... How can I live with that?.. I looked down at my hands, they looked red with blood...
There was a bomb, I remember that, I stopped it, it was tied to HIM being alive... I was sure we could take him in alive.. we had so many times before... but.. her shield shattered under his ray... he was going to change her... I LOST IT...
I had Kevin and Gwen around me instantly, I was crying so hard... how do I get back what I lost? Am I even a hero?