Dear Journal,
My entire family won a free trip to Vegas. That's right—we won a trip to the states! The plane ride took a long time, but that's not the biggest thing I have to worry about. No, something extremely major happened between Light and I.
Now, I know you know all about my secret, very wrong affections I am harbouring for Light for the past few months, and something happened regarding that. I'm not sure what to feel about it yet, but I'm hoping that writing it out will help sort out my feelings on the matter. All I do know is that our parents must never, ever know.
Okay, I'll tell you the entire story.
So, we were staying at a hotel called the Red Rock Hotel. It was off the strip, isolated in its own right. Even though it was off the strip, there was still a lot to do there, like bowling and eating and swimming and walking. There was a theatre, but it played only English-speaking stuff, so I wouldn't understand what's being said, so we didn't do that. I think Light might have gone to see something, because he is an excellent English speaker, but I dunno. It doesn't matter.
(Actually, I can't fool myself. I find the fact that he can speak another language unbelievably attractive.)
So, the day after we got there, there was a lot of shit to do. We stayed busy throughout the entire day, doing random stuff, and then it got to be night.
That's when it really started.
So, our parents were out gambling—my mother being a huge gambler, my father was dragged along—and we were told by them that we could go out as long as we stayed together. Of course, they were pretty sure that I couldn't get into any trouble while Light was around.
They were so utterly wrong.
So, while our parents were out—and, from the looks of things, they were going to be out real late, let me tell you—I decided that I wanted to do a bit of harmless exploring.
(Harmless, really.)
Well, let me tell you about the whole "VIP" deal that the hotel offered. There were separate suits for the VIP rooms, but you could access them with the regular room keys. Not the rooms, I mean, but the elevators. They had separate elevators.
Anyway, Light went with me while I explored, so he ended up having to follow me to the VIP place. There was a party going on, and I'm pretty sure that only VIP people were invited. But, that doesn't mean I wasn't going to give it my all to try and get in.
The lighting was all red and cool, and the door was open at the end of the hallway. That's where the party was at—the end of the hallway.
Light was all, "You're going to get caught," and shiz, but I told him that, as long as I acted like someone important, they would think that I was some celebrity.
(Not that I have the looks or anything, but I figured that as long as I acted the part, it wouldn't really matter.)
Turns out, it worked. It might have also had something to do with the fact that, even on his worst days, Light looks like a super smexy beast. I bet anyone would let him in thinking he's like, a model or something. I mean, really.
Enough about Light and his sexy body.
At the party, I was offered alcohol. I know, right? What kind of people offer alcohol to someone my age, anyway? Well, they did, regardless. And I took I. And Light did, too.
"Sayu," Light said to me, "how are we going to explain getting wasted to Mom and Dad? We aren't either of us at legal drinking age."
"Easy," I replied to him, "we'll just be asleep before they get home." It seemed simple enough, at the time.
"This is a very bad idea," Light warned.
"But, it will work." I was pretty sure of that.
Light didn't seem very convinced, but he let it go, anyway. He even had a bit to drink himself. Not as much as I did, but he still did drink some. It was really fun. Like, really fun.
After about an hour, Light basically had to drag me back to our room. I was really fucking drunk. Once we were back at the room, we discovered that luckily our parents still weren't back yet.
Light started saying something to me, and that's when it happened. "It," being, when I threw myself at him, desperately.
You read correctly. I literally threw myself at him.
Light barely even had a chance to react. No...he didn't have a chance to react.
My lips worked to touch his with the same amount of desperation I had thrown myself at him with.
"Sayu," Light mumbled, in surprise.
But he didn't have much more of a chance to speak. I made sure of that.
I smashed my lips against his, closing the distance between us quite effectively.
It was the first time in my life I had seen Light so unbelievably shocked, besides the time he scored second on that exam.
Ignoring that, I grabbed a fistful of his hair and twisted, yanking his head closer. I'm not sure that's what I was supposed to do, but I'd seen it happen enough times in the movies. And who says that real like can't be like the movies when it wants to be?
So, while I was going off of movies, Light is a ladies man who kissed back with the amount of experience one would expect from someone who takes so many different girlfriends home.
(Not that I'm jealous of them. Really.)
And, wow! Is Light a great kisser!
Our tongues intertwined, so I guess that means we were french kissing. And, before you ask: Yes, it was hot. Very hot.
Before I even knew what I was doing, I started undressing him. I pushed Light toward the bed, and we both started throwing our clothes on the floor.
He brought his head down, lips trailing down my chest, his body shuddering and trembling. Oh, and he had a hard-on.
(From me!)
Then, for lack of better words, we did it. I had sex with my brother. Straight out.
After we were done (and this is like, 20 minutes later. Light has sooo much stamina.), we both rushed to get our clothes back on, because, who knew when our parents were coming back?
But, then we crawled into the same bed, and he held me in his arms as we fell asleep.
Oh, hell, I love my brother so much.
In the morning, we woke up together. Our parents must have been asleep in the other room (we had two interconnecting rooms), but Light was right there, with me.
I was afraid that it was maybe going to be awkward between us, but then Light woke up and kissed me. It wasn't like the intense make-out from the night before—it was tender and nice.
"We can't ever tell," Light mumbled, lowly.
"Never," I said to him. "Never ever."
-Sayu
I'm in Vegas right now (hence the reason why I've gotten about 4 entire stories written), because I won a free trip to the Red Rock Hotel, myself. Although I've never had sex with my brother, I did all of what is written in the fic, including the part about sneaking into a VIP party. What can I say? What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas.
I love LightxSayu. There's really nothing much else I can say. Oh, and Stormygio helped with the planning of this. Please review!
~Ratt Kazamata, 7/30/2012