o.o Wow. When was the last time that I posted on here? Was it "Riku's Home Video" or "Regret?" I completely forget. Now what does that say? I have pry myself away from Gaiaonline to write more often. Some people demand it!

So you're probably angry at me for one of two reasons. Not posting soon enough or changing my name. I got kinda bored of "kingdomhearts88" so I wanted something... different, I guess? Use my nickname -shrug-

I got myself a DeviantArt account. No, I dont draw. I cant do that to save myself from a death by a pot of boiling sauerkraut. I was hanging over it and I couldnt draw a stick figure then the mad villian... I'm rambling on, arent I? Sorry bout that

I'm SilentFlames on DA. It sounded pretty nifty so I went with it. I posted a few fics on there. I might post some fics on there that are on here. Not sure yet. I posted my Zemyx fic on there since it was too explict for here. Its called "Whispers in the Dark." The Mature-Content-Filter-Thing is on. I'm warning you now. I might write a second part to it but Im not sure. Tis smutty XD

-ahem- Anyway…

I've been working on this idea for about a year now. I was challenged by one of my best friends to write a fanfiction that had something to do with peanut butter. So I wrote a bit of it and to no surprise, came to a writers block. I let it rot in my writing files and one day, I found it. I reread it. It sucked. Badly. The wording was terrible, the vocabulary needed work and the format was just god awful. So I scrapped it and rewrote it. About a week later, I uploaded it, proofread it and TA DA! HERE IT IS! 83

Disclaimer: I do not own The Cloaked Schemer or The Melodious Nocturne. I do not own the Key of Destiny or anyone from or associated with Organization XIII. I do not own the awesomeness of Kingdom Hearts. So do sue, please. I have no money. ( Me. Have money. HA!) T.T
Square Enix owns them and everything else. …Lucky bastards. t('.'t)


Another lonely night. Another sleepless night. Not because of Roxas' squealing down the hall, it was because of the fact that Zexion was not in bed with him. Zexion never came to bed anymore. He always woke up with the schemer asleep beside him but the events that happened before was an enigma. Demyx counted this night to be number five; the fifth night where Demyx's patience grew wire thin.

There were possible scenarios to this mystery. It could've been because of his studies. That wouldn't surprise the musician at all. Zexion was always known to have a good book with him at all time for he was the bookworm type. He would much rather curl up with a good book than go to Demyx's usual dance club. Other scenarios were understandable; helping with Vexen in his lab or on a mission to watch the boy with the key. There was that one possibility that was darker than the rest…

Would Zexion really cheat? No. He was a sensible man; a gentleman who never gave into temptation. He thought with his non-existent-heart, not his hormones. He loved Demyx, right? Then there was no need to worry about such a thing. There really wasn't anyone within the Organization for him to be cheated on with.

But what if he were to give into temptation? Feel the warmth from another? Where did Demyx go wrong? What did he say or do that would make him go to another? Oh, if it was Demyx's fault, he would go ballistic. The castle would be flooded for weeks and not just by the musician's tears either.

Demyx flipped on the light of the kitchen, illuminating the white tiled area with florescent light. It was about one in the morning or so the ticking clock on the wall said. The blonde man scratched his eyes as he approached a cabinet. He opened and reached into the white wooden door. He pulled out a jar of peanut butter a container of marshmallow fluff and a loaf of bread and set them all on the counter. How no one else in the organization loved a sandwich with these two godly items was beyond him. It was "an orgasm in your mouth" as he puts it.

Making his late night snack, Demyx cleaned up the kitchen in silence, only the slight clinging of the butter knife in the sink. He took a bite but he didn't chew. He heard something else and froze. They were soft footsteps and they stopped right at the door way. Someone was there, someone was watching him.

Demyx swallowed, turned on his heel and looked to whoever was infront of him "Oh… Hello Zexion…"

Zexion walked forward to Demyx and placed a small kiss on his lover's cheek. It's been so long since this has happened. It almost felt alien to the ninth member. He wasn't sure whether to rejoice or push the silver haired boy away. All he did was stare down at his slippers, avoiding Zexion's longing stare.

"Demyx…" Zexion started out, softly. He felt the boy's soft cheek. "…What's wrong? What are you doing up at this hour?"

Oh Zexion had the nerve… "What's wrong?' 'What's wrong'?! Don't play dumb, Zexion!!" He quickly pushed Zexion's hand away.

Zexion blinked. Did Demyx just snap at him? "Demyx? What are yo-"

"I have no idea where you have been for the past five nights." Demyx held up his hand, all five fingers extended. "Five nights, Zexion! Do you know how angry I am at you right now?"

"Demyx I-"

"Don't you dare give me any excuses!" Demyx wiped his left eye quickly, hiding a tear. "You've been cheating on me, haven't you?"

A long thick silence was about to be broken by Zexion when the musician wailed.

"You have been, haven't you!?" He sobbed.

Zexion hated seeing Demyx cry. He hated seeing the angel's tears. He didn't mean for this to happen. He knew he was neglecting Demyx but he wasn't really meaning to do this. He thought he had everything all planned out and everything was going smoothly but he never stopped to think of Demyx's feelings and what he would think. It hurt so damn much…

"Demyx… Lemme explain." He rested a hand on the boy's shoulder, only to be pushed away

"Don't touch me!" Demyx snapped. "It's over!"

"Wait no-"

"OVER!"

And with that, a crying musician left the room, leaving the schemer alone. The ever so perfect couple was over. Everything and anything was over. It hurt them both but maybe it hurt Zexion most of all. The regret and heartbreak drilled into his veins. It filled him with remorse, pulling at his gut and made him feel sick to his stomach. This was his fault and his fault alone.

Hearing the sobs quiet down the hall, Zexion turned off the light in the room. He wiped an eye as he turned the knob to his room. It hurt so much even though he didn't have a heart.

Why? Why did it hurt so much for these two nobodies? They don't have hearts to feel for another with. They didn't have hearts to feel emotions for someone. This too was an enigma. Whatever it was that made him feel, that made him cry and that made him love, it was broken. It was now just a dull ache, not butterflies.

Zexion shut the door to his room, locking him within the silent darkness. He quietly sobbed into his hands. What did he do? What has he done?

Nothing. He did nothing. That was his flaw. He neglected Demyx, threw the boy's paranoia into over drive and made him think of the worse. He broke his "heart."

He hurt Demyx in the worst way possible. He could never forgive himself.


-phew- Finally done with it.

Look for this on my DA soon!

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