My heart is nothing to him, I know it, I swear it must be. I watch him, I love him, but he seems to avoid me when he can.
how can I tell someone who has no interest in me that my heart belongs to him, that if he hates me, I might as well just end my own existence?
I don't know how I can live without giving him the hints that cross my mind when I see him there, covered in sweat from our running. He smiles, his own smile, pure.
I know I'm pathetic, that i still haven't told him. that I still just watch him. Either I am defiant or I just stopped caring if he notices.
I have to stay near him, I have to love him, I have to protect him. But, I don't mind if he doesn't realize how much I love him.
At least for now, I can stay by his side, I do have a reason for that, we are in the same team. We do spar a lot. And we run together all the time.
"Yeah, I'll watch your back." for I won't allow anyone else to hurt you.
Don't know where this came from, but I just wrote it as I was listening to Alyssa Lies by Jason Micheal Carroll. And I don't own anything, just nothing to put to my name... yet.