This is my first fan fiction and I hope you all enjoy it. Please comment I do not own Twilight or the characters Stephanie Meyers created.
Prologue
I was asked by my sociology professor once if you could go back in time to change something would you? My answer was a big fat no. Even with all the terrible things that happened in my life it made me who I am. Fate is what we make of the life we are given.
Ten years ago my best friend and boyfriend Edward moved away but not before we were each others first. Do I regret for one moment that I gave him my virginity. Hell no.
Would I change the fact my father died less than a year later. Maybe, but probably not. My father was the chief of police for our small town and he told me once it was an honor and a privilege to die protecting the ones you love and the people who could not defend themselves. And that was how he died protecting three kids and his girlfriend Sue. I was one of the few to survive. So no I would not change his honor.
Would I change what he did to me. I couldn't even if I wanted to because it was not my fault. It took me five years of counseling to realize that I did nothing wrong. It was all on him.
Now don't get me wrong I would love nothing more than for Edward to have never left. My father to have not died. And defiantly to have not been at the mercy of him but then the good stuff wouldn't have happened either.
Rose and Alice Brandon may not have become my best friends and sisters. I would not have gone to a school in Portland were a music teacher gave me the inspiration to compose my own music. And I certainly would not be opening The Eclipse Club with Rose and Alice in the windy city. Dying is easy but living is harder, but then again it wouldn't be worth living if it was.
With a nod of my head the doors are opened let's see what life has to bring me now.
A/N the story will really pick up from here the next chapter Edward and Bella reunite and its all fun and games until the pixie makes you wear heels