This is an old story of mine which I didn't like, rewritten.
Song: Avril Lavigne – My happy ending
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I'm pressing my palm hard against my chest, trying to stop those heartbreaking sobs and calm down the pressure which was tormenting me. I can't believe it is actually over. Everything seemed so perfect, everything worked so well between us. We were like the perfect couple, the inseparable ones, and then, all of the sudden, you left. You left my without a single word. You left without saying goodbye.
'Let's talk this
over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it
something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so
dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread'
You left me suffocating. I can't live without feeling your warm halo; I'm addicted to your light. I loved you and you didn't care. You let me fall. Longing surrounds me. I miss you so much that it hurts. It hurts and I close my eyes tight and grit my teeth. Feelings are spinning inside of me. Sometimes I hate you, sometimes I love you. Sometimes I feel like I'll die if I won't see your angelic face, sometimes I just don't want to see you again, ever. I don't know what to believe. I'm just fooled by those deceptive feelings.
'You were
everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed
to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me,
just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my
happy ending'
I refuse to believe. I thought it would last forever, but it reached the end so fast, just like a flower: today it sparks with beauty and tenderness and tomorrow it sears and it's wasted. I remember everything: your kisses, your touch, your soft whispers caressing my skin. But especially, I won't forget three words. Three words which changed my life forever: 'I love you.'
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