I could see his face. My Jesse the one i brought back to life. The one i feel in love with, When Father Dominc found out what I did, He came and took My Jesse away. Giving him a life without me. I could see his face telling me he didn't love me. I wish i showed me something else. that day was one of the worst days of my life. I could feel his hand toch the side of my face and his sweet lips gently touching mine, and then i wake up.
my heart is racing. I wish i would stop remebering that night. The way he looked, the love i lost.
"Suzie, Are you OKay?" CeeCee ask sitting up on the bed.
i could tell she just got back from her date with Adam. The have been going out sence the last day of high school when Adam told CeeCee he loved her.
"Yeah, CeeCee i am fine, just another nightmare" I said trying to sound like it was nothing. i could tell she was worried about me. Everyone was Worried about me.
"Was is the same Dream you keep waking up to everynight sence Jesse left" CeeCee asked with a worry tone. i knew i wouldn't be able to stop her from asking Twanty Questions. I yawned and giggled.
"Yeah, i wish my heart would heal but I don't think the collage life is for me, mabye i should stop and take a break before i stress myself." i said closing my eyes picturing how he looked when i last saw him.
"NO!!!!!!"she yelled from across the room.
"Its our last year and we are going home for the Spring Break Parties back home. I am Not letting you Miss out and Plus Our new Friend Jessica is Supose to be there, you Remeber she Tansfered To Harvered to get her Phd in Medical. Please tell me Father Dom stop sending the letters talking how Jesse is doing?" she said rambaling on and on. She does that when she wants to talk about the something the other person doesnt.
"Fine, i will stay and still go, and yeah Jessica would be a nice person to see and Father Dom sends me a letter everday talking about Jesse." I said with the Shut-up tone.
"Alright lets get up, we need to leave in an Hour, I got us Booked at the Hilton." She said getting up throwing some pants at me and a white tanktop, We were only Two Hours Away from home. I didn't want to go back, that place had bad memories. In Father Dom's new letter it said Jesse got a New job at Cheif Sergon at a new Hosptal. He didn't say witch one but it still broke my heart just thinking about him. Even now my heart still hurts. I haven't Cried in days when Father Dom said Jesse Was dating a girl he was thinking about Marrieing. I feel so alone in the inside.
I got up put the pants on and we left the Appartment.
CeeCee was Stuff some bags in the Back of my Brand New Z4 Convertable, It was in my Favorate color, Blue. I got in on the driver side and CeeCee gave me the Key and smile.
"Julien, is So gonna marry you Suzie, And you have to say yes" She Squeeked.
"CeeCee, Julian is an awsome guy and sure, he did publish my book and got my a whole bunch of things but doesn't mean i should marry him, i am still hung over on someone else" I said trying not to think of the someone else. It always brought pain. We dove for Hours with the Music blasting. I am so glad i have music to drown out CeeCee's rambaling. I finally pulled up to the Hilton, this is were i first met Paul who is current Awsome Lawyer, Who has moved to New York. He hasn't talked to me in About Four years now.
My Little Step Brother David, Was An awsome person, he was the Owner of the Hilton. i pulled up to the frunt door and CeeCee Squeeked Again. she squeeks alot. The Bell Boy opend the Trunk and smiled. The Valet Guy smiled and opened the Doors.
"Miss. Would you like us To Cheak you in" Valet guy said
"Is Mr. Simon in today?" i said looking at him.
"Yes he is, would you like to talk to him"
"Were is he at right now"
"He is in the Loudge" he said with a smile and wink. I smiled and Gave both Boys a ten Doller tip. My brother was good at his Job but man he knew how to pick Empolies. We walked in And i could see david talking to someone. I stood there about five feet away from him tapping my flipflop that i put on. CeeCee cleared her trought. David looked up with a Smile.
"Nice to see my Step Sister decided to come home" He said with a smile giving me a big bear hug.
"I was forced to come" i Said with a humf in the end.
"It was not my Idea it come from your brother" CeeCee said grabbing the keycard David was holding out.
"You gonna come home and Visit mom and dad tonight?"
"I don't know, we were thinking about going to a club but i can go and CeeCee can go to the club"
"NA!!!! i am so going plus i know who is gonna be there and i want to see her face" CeeCee said going to the Elavator And smiling. The door closed and she was gone. It was a Big Hotel just like any Five star hotel alot of lights and the old style look to it.
"What does she mean David" I said looking at him with my evil eyes.
"You will find out, Father Dom is comming to, He herd you were comming back for a few days" David said with a smile.
My phone started to ring Beyonc - Halo. i grabed it out of my pocket and sighed.
"What CeeCee?" i Yelled
" better hurry, i will Put that Tight Black dress you like And the Salado shoes to go with it, we are leaving in ten" SHe yelled back and hung up.
"Whatever is going on i am gonna kill you" i said grabbing the Key and walking to the Elavator.
"see you At home" he said and the door closed and i was up to this big huge room. It was the whole floor, i Hate it when i someone gives me nice things, it took Julien Days to convince me to take the car. i walked over to one of the rooms that had the door opened.
"Hurry that little ass up" CeeCee yelled from the bathroom. i giggled and took off everything i had on except for the black thong. I liked it plus the Dress was tight enough that you can tell i have a thong on. i put the dress on and put eyeliner and giggled, i was having a good time sence Jesse left. I couldn't help but smile.
CeeCee got out of the bathroom wearing Pink dress. She threw the keycard at me.
"Stuff it in your top, Mine wont fit in mine" she giggled and went to the Elavator.
i got in and she looked at me.
"you are have a hot ass body"She said cheaking me out.
"Thanks CeeCee but you look better" I Said stuffing my cellphone into my bra with the keycard.
The Door Dinged and we steped out. The loung was packed with people. some looked like i knew them.
"Suzie!!!! How is the latest book going" Some guy said running to me with a pen and paper.
"I do not talk to reporters, Now leave me alone" i said walking pass him to the Valet guy who smiled and we to get my car. Another person came running up and took and Picture of me.
"Suzie, Were is Julien Romers are told he wants to marry you" the guy said
"GO ask him youself if you can find him" I said moving over. The Valet guy opened the doors to the car and smiled.
"I hope to see you soon Miss. Simon" Valet guy said
I smiled and Wave. we got in closed the door and i speed off to my old home. The House looked the Same when we pulled up. i Noticed there was a Limo On the side of the rode. i Sighed. Who the hell did they have over. I could see moms old Jeap and Father dom's van. But there was Another car to, i wonder who owns that. I had the music Blasting so i wouldn't hear my heart racing. I could see everyone was on the Porch talking with drinks in there hands. i parked and CeeCee Screamed And opened the door. Adam was siting on the steps with a smile. i roled my eyes and i could see my mom eyes got all teary. I turned off the car and got out. Everyone stoped talking. i walked over to my mom and David. my Dad was parbably asleep. i Hugged her.
"Suzie, I was so happy you came home, its been so....lo-" she said crying trying not to.
"Mom you know i am in collage and i got my book to worry about plus this place has bad memories" I said with a smile. She turned around and grabed a drink and left, The next person to Approch me was Father Dom.
"Suzie, see that you don't care about clothing at all still" He said looking me up and down
"father dom it seems to me you look mighty old" I said with a smile
"yeah, but hey i wanted you to see someone" He said grabing my arm. I felt something wrap around my waist.
"Suzie, oh Suzie its been so long plus i don't want you to go see whatever Father dom has for you"
"Now now Paul, let me go before i have to hurt you and i break my good heals" i said with a smile
"it is nice to see you do looking fine as ever"
"It was a gift from Julien" i said smilling
"AAhhh..then go to the back i will fallow" He said pushing me forward to the back of the yard. it all looked the same the beach the sand, the hottub. I remeber when they were digging to put in the hottub that they found Jesse Remains. I cried for covered my eyes. i feel someone else was only a few inches away from me. who was it.
"Now who is this fine Young Ladie" A male voice that sounded so familer. Paul Uncovered my eyes and i saw him. Jesse standing there, with a whine glass in his hand, he looked like a hot pirate. i felt my heart stop. I thought my worst nightmare was comming ture.
"i..I'm Sorry" is all i said, i turned around and ran for the beach, everyone started yelling for me. it felt like hours, when my legs cave in and fell. i couldn't feel my heart anymore. my feet hurt for running in heals. i cried and cried intill i felt something touch my back. i screamed and turned around. It was Jesse Again.
"what do you want?? You broke my heart enough Why Cant i just keep you out of my life" I yelled while sobbing.
"it wasn't my idea Suzie Father Dom Knew you were in love with me, he tought if he tooke me away from you, you would do something better in your life" he said pulling me close to him.
"the look you gave me when he was pulling you away, it looked like you didn't love me my heart hurt everyday after that, i never came home once i went to college, I couldn't stand the tought of comming back here but this day i did and you are here, father dom told me everything about you girlfriend and how your gonna ask her to marry you, go right ahead, leave already i just want to sit here and root" I said pushing away from him. my phone started to ring, i whiped away some tears and pulled it out.
"Hello"
"Miss. Simon?" a Famale voice said
"Yes, who is this?"
" My Name is Gabrella, i am here to call you and tell you Julien has been killed in a plane crah, In his will he states for you to get everything"
"noo.....but-, i will call you back" I said and hung up
"who was that"
"That was Juliens Lawyer, he died on a plane crash" i said whiping away tears.
"I am sorry, i didn't know you were married" Jesse said getting up
"I am not Julien just published my books, he own A big reading place." i said looking at him
"Oh"
"Jesse you broke my heart" i said standing up whiping sand off me. he grabed my hand pulled me to him and pressed his sweet lips on mine. when we herd a noise i screamed. pushing back and turning around to see a gosts i thought i wouldn't have to see. it was........