Fullmetal Alchemist fic

Hayate and Beer Brought us Together.

Disclaimer: (HR)Beer…beer…DAG! I want the alcohol!

(DAG) no, you get drunk enough without it.

(HR) BUT IT IS THE ONLY THING I COULD OWN!

Cheesy…we know…

Written by HeartlessRomantic (mostly) and DemonicAnimeGeek.

Summary: Ever since Ed crossed the gate, Roy ignored Riza. Lonely and unloved, Havoc begins to hit on her. She rejects his attempts, until one fateful night…

Chapter 1-

All alone

It is really kind of angst- y to begin with…but it will get more lighthearted later, we swear!

"Ed…why did Ed have to go? I am alone…. It is too quiet in Central…there's no height-sensitive jerks to mock…no chibi's to blow up…It is like a mission that will never end. I never realized what he meant to me…why? I am a fool…I have always been a fool. How can one ignore what is so blatantly obvious? Why does love never act the way it should? Ed…Ed is gone…and there never will be another midget to anger…to love…there will never be Ed…I am all alone…"

Riza Hawkeye listened to Roy Mustang's laments through the door. She stood there, staring at it, not believing what she was hearing. The stack of paper in her arms grew heavy, unwanted. She really should give them to him…they really did need to be done…but how could she burst in on him like this? Her eyes were beginning to get red, and she was sure his were too. He wouldn't do it anyway…what was the point? A single tear slowly fell, blotting out Mustang's name on the top sheet of paper. She smiled a little. What did the papers really mean, anyway? Did they matter? They didn't need to be done right now…not when everyone was so upset down here. She placed the stack neatly in front of Mustang's door and went back to her desk.

There was a sheet of paper in front of her. It appeared to be swimming. With a sigh she put it away, she would do it later. When she felt better. She closed her eyes, and put her boots on her desk, mimicking the position many of the other workers.

Havoc walked by. He stopped in front of her and said, "Need a light to match?" handing her a cigarette. She didn't open her eyes. She had to appear strong for the rest of the office. Hawkeye shook her head, appearing to be deep in thought. "I don't smoke," she managed to croak out. "Maybe you should start?" Havoc asked, offering her the cigarette again. She refused. He shrugged and walked out.

Roy Mustang is gay? Roy…Roy never loved me…not that it was expected really…But he had so many girlfriends…and he's gay…And not only that, he was in love with Ed Elric? Is in love with Ed Elric. Doesn't anyone love me? I am all alone…

As Riza Hawkeye began to mourn, Jean Havoc returned to his own desk. The Lieutenant seemed a little preoccupied… he mused. Ignoring the stack of papers on his cluttered desk, he lit another cigarette.