His smile.
His eyes.
Even his smell.
Everything about him drives me crazy.
Everyday I sit across from him.
Everyday for over eight years.
He is my partner, my best friend, and my confident.
Noone knows how hard it is.
How much it hurts to love someone you can't have.
Watching him.
Wanting him.
Needing him to be close to me.
That day in the hospital,
The day he hugged me,
Send a sensation through my body.
A sensation that's new to me.
One that will never leave me.