Broken Wings
Damn him, damn him to hell. He may be my husband, but I hate the bastard. Hate him for what he made me, what he did to me. I was a warrioress, a goddess, and he made into a fool. That goofy grin and innocent ways of his anger me to no end. Despite losing his life multiple times and the lives of those he cared about, he still retained that innocence. He lost his own son and when it all ended, he still was a fool. I gave up everything for him, to be with him. I got repaid by having a husband that was rarely there. I loved for all that I was worth, and got nothing in return.
I was an eagle, a predator with the ability to go anywhere. He broke my wings and left me grounded without a chance to recover. Now even more weighed down with his children. I can only thank Kami that Gohan has far more sense than his father does. He lets Videl be herself, and is always there for her. Goten is like his father, and I fear the day he finds the girl for him. The pain the girl will be in. He'll always be fighting and saving people, like HIM. I hate it. I hate being alone without anyone with me. Vegeta is a better husband to Bulma the Goku is to me. And he was a cold-blooded killer.
Sometimes I wish he was still Kakarot, I can feel the power that he would have. He wouldn't let Vegeta push him around. He'd prove to him that he was a fierce warrior. The he would make love to me would be wonderful and passionate, not finicky and panicky like it usually is. I can just feel it, the strength in his embrace, and the fierceness of his kiss. I want it so badly, but I can't have it. I want fiery passion Bulma says she has with Vegeta. I want a MAN, not a child. I want someone who will let me fly. Be as I was when I was younger, wild and free. Able to be and do what I want with the man I love.
Kami, please help me. Help me heal my wings. I want to fly, to soar the skies again. Let me be free.
Just a goofy thing I wrote up on a whim. First DBZ story so, please reveiw.