Voodoo

By: Lupakitten

Lupakitten: Hi again everybody, I'm writing my first songfic ever! This is the song Voodoo by Godsmack. The fic is gonna be about Sesshomaru, and is the secreat behind why he is so cold and distant. It's set in present day New York.

Sesshomaru: How dare you reveal all my secreats and weaknesses to these people! I should kill you.

Lupakitten: Go back to what you were doing, Sesshomaru. I know what i'm doing.

Sesshomaru: Fine, you know where to find me.

Lupakitten: This story has to do with drugs, so if you aren't mature enough to read this, leave now. I dont want to get any flames, and don't critize me for this fic, or the subject. I dont own the song Voodoo, the name Godsmack, or any of the characters from Inuyasha.

Candles raise my desire.

The candle on the dresser draws my gaze again and again. The way the flame dances fasinates me.

Why I'm so far away.

The world is distant, almost lost in a fog. The world outside the window is muted, almost nonexistant

No more meaning to my life.

The world has moved on, and I couldn't keep up. There is no place for me in this new world.

No more reason to stay.

My Rin, my only love is gone, dead a thousand years ago. I'm alone, so alone.

Freezing Feeling, Breathe in, Breathe in.

I shiver, so cold on the inside.My skin burns from the air around me as I freeze inside.

I'm coming back again.

There's no other time that I even have this much peace. No rest for the Wicked.

Im not the one who's so far away.

I'm amazingly in tune with my body, with my Youkai. I don't know why everyone else says that I retreat into myself when I do this.

When I feel the snakebite enter my veins.

I take a deep breath as I prepare the next needle. Maybe this one will kill me.

Never did I wanna be here again.

I cant drown the pain anymore. I don't have anything left to keep away the demons.

And I dont remember why I came.

Why did I start this in the first place? Why didn't I follow my love when she left this world?

Hazing clouds rain on my head.

I shiver as the sweat runs down my back. Tears stream from my eyes.

Empty thoughts fill my head.

Memories flash before my eyes. I wish that I could go back to those happier times.

Find my shade by the moonlight.

Will anyone help me? Will it be too late?

Why my thoughts aren't so clear.

My only escape has failed me. I'm losing my mind.

Demons dreaming, Breathe in, Breathe in.

My dreams are filled with images of Her, my one and only. This insanity is spreading.

I'm coming back again.

I'm coming for you, my love. I'll be with you soon.

Lupakitten: I hope you enjoyed it, as dark as it is. Review and let me know what you think.